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CHAPTER 101 - COMPUTERS &
LIBRARIES
August 1, 2008
Friday
10:00am
"Hey, you’ve got an email! And
there’s an attachment, too!"
It had been a little over a week
since things had more or less gone back to normal. William hadn’t
had any more nightmares or headaches since that time, at least none
that Buffy had been aware of, and he’d resumed learning to drive.
Almost every day since then, either her or Clem took him out for at
least an hour, so he would get comfortable with it, though it would
still be almost 90 days before he could get his license.
"I do?" he asked, coming up behind
her to look at the computer screen, "who’s it
from?"
"I don’t know, it says it’s from an
ALH@ hotmail.com, I guess you’re going to have to open it and find
out. Unless it’s some secret girlfriend of yours, sending you some
dirty pictures, huh?" she joked.
"What? Of course not!" he said,
looking flustered.
"I’m kidding, go on, open
it."
"Maybe it’s that spam stuff you told
me about. Do you think I should just delete it?"
"Only if there’s a sales pitch after
you open it, just don’t open the attachment until we find out who
it’s from," she said, standing up to give him the seat at the
desk.
"Just double click the left button on
the mouse," she reminded him.
"I know."
The email read:
Dear
William,
How are you? I miss you. Do you
like your house? Do you have a dog? I have a dog. Her name is Bear.
She looked like a bear when she was a puppy. Thank you for my
present. I like The Count. I like you and Elizabeth, I like you
best.
Write
Back,
Alex
P.S. My daddy helped me send the
picture; it’s of my dog Bear and me. My mommy helped me type
this.
William turned to Buffy, "Well, what
do you know!"
"Neat! Let’s see the picture," she
said, showing him how to click on the attachment. The picture came
up a few minutes later, it was of Alex holding The Count, standing
next to the his dog, which they assumed was
Bear.
They laughed together seeing Xander’s
cute little boy, hamming it up for the camera.
"I’d better write back to him, don’t
you think?"
Buffy nodded, "I think so, you don’t
want to be outdone by a 4 year old, do you?"
"No, I shouldn’t think so, but I’m
afraid that’s not saying much with my computer skills being what
they are," he said, grinning, "or rather, what they
aren’t."
After gaining mastery over the mouse,
whose icon seemed to zip all over the screen at first, William
finally got it under a semblance of control, enough to hit the reply
button.
"What should I say?" he
asked.
"He’s your little buddy, I’m
sure you’ll figure it out, "Buffy said, "when you’re done, let me
know, we’ll take a picture of you with my digital camera and send it
to him, if you’d like."
"Okay, that’ll be
great."
She gave him a quick hug and kiss,
before leaving the room.
He waited until she had left, then
got up and got his glasses off the coffee table.
Fifteen minutes later, when she came
back, he had just finished. It read:
Dear
Alex,
I am fine and so is Elizabeth. I
hope you and your family are, too.
It is nice to be home and I like
my house very much. The outside is made of logs, but the inside has
everything most houses have.
There are two bedrooms, a
bathroom, a living room, and a kitchen. There is also a wrap-around
porch in the front, and an enclosed porch in the back, right off the
kitchen. There is a big barn outside, too.
In the living room there is a
fireplace that Elizabeth and I like to sit in front of in the
evenings.
Our house is in the woods. There
are many tall trees. We like to walk on the trails and see the
pretty scenery.
One day, if you come and visit, I
will take you hiking on them, too.
I don’t have a dog, but Bear
sounds nice.
I’m happy you still like The
Count.
You are a nice boy, Alex, and I’m
glad to have met you.
Best
regards.
Your friend,
William
P.S. Attached are a
couple of pictures for you to see. Elizabeth helped me attach them,
since like you, I am just learning about
computers.
"What do you think?" he
asked.
She’d been watching him hunt and peck
the keyboard from the dining area for about 5 minutes.
"I think you need some keyboarding
lessons," she replied, laughing.
"Besides that," he said,
grimacing.
She read it over his
shoulder.
"It’s good. Just enough to keep his
interest, nice short sentences without talking down to
him."
"Of course not, he’s a smart
boy!"
They took a couple of pictures to
send, one with William standing outside the front of the house, the
other with him standing in front of the fireplace, with the Indian
pots from Mesa Verde seen in the background.
After the pictures were downloaded
and attached, William hit the send button.
"How long does it take to get there?"
he asked.
"Seconds,
probably."
He shook his head, "I don’t think
I’ll ever be able to understand that."
She came up and wrapped her arms
around him; "I don’t either, not really. I mean, I know how to use
technology and what it does, but I only have a rudimentary
understanding of it. But you know what? Most people are like that,
except for the techno-geeks," she said, thinking Andrew, because she
refused to think of Warren, "doesn’t matter as long as you can use
it as a tool. I don’t have to know how to use a wash machine to
appreciate that I don’t have to go stand at a stream beating my
clothes on a stone, or use an old-fashioned washboard. Just a tool,
see?"
He shook his head, "Replacing manual
labor with a labor saving device, such as a wash machine is
different than replacing one’s intellect with a machine. I mean,
when I think of writing something, it’s with a pen and paper. When I
read something, it’s out of a book, something I can feel, something
that has a smell to it, a texture, if you will. On a computer…it’s
just different."
"I know, but it doesn’t make it bad,
I know my mom pretty much did all her college papers in longhand.
Then she’d type them out on an old manual typewriter, where if she
made only a small mistake, she’d have to redo the whole paper or it
would look sloppy. I know! She told me how easy I had it all the
time! But I know what you mean. I did a lot of papers by longhand in
high school; it wasn’t until college that I had my own computer.
Sure, it was different to write that way, but I adapted. And it’s
great, really. Especially when you make a mistake and you can just
erase it without redoing the whole paper. Of course, if you lose
your whole report or delete it…well, then you wish you had a paper
copy or were smart enough to have backed it up... Nevermind. Off
topic. Do you get what I’m saying?"
"I guess."
"And for research, I still used a
library and books, but lots of research was easy to do online, where
I’ve got access to thousands, hundreds of thousands of resources. I
couldn’t possibly visit enough libraries to find all
those."
"I still like books and libraries
better," he said, stubbornly.
"No reason why you can’t. I’m just
saying, you can still use the Internet and not feel like you’re
betraying your preferred way, right?"
He nodded, "Yes, you’re right, and I
do like it…it’s just that it seems rather cold to me. And speaking
of libraries, aren’t we going to town soon?"
"Oops, you’re right, better go get
ready," Buffy said. She had decided she’d go to the first meeting at
Montessori, despite feeling it was a waste of time, and that her
fellow teachers would be upset with her when they found she wasn’t
returning to teach in September.
"Okay, see you in a couple of hours,"
she said to William, who had just deposited about 10 books to the
return desk.
She’d let him drive them to town and
park behind the library.
"See you then," he said, kissing her
goodbye.
She walked to the door and looked
back, he smiled at her, happily in his element. She smiled back and
waved. Sometimes he reminded her of Giles. Well, in the book sense,
but nothing else. She mentally slapped herself, hard, for having
just made that comparison. Best not to even go
there.
Buffy sat through the meeting rather
quietly, feeling more than a bit of a traitor, to her fellow
teachers. No one asked her about William, so she knew that Mrs.
Carpello most likely, hadn’t brought him up to anyone.
Mostly the meeting was about new
state rules and regulations for the coming year 2008-2009, and
testing.
Marilyn got up next and started
talking about Kindergartners and First Grader immunization records.
Suddenly Buffy startled.
"What is it Elizabeth?" Marilyn
asked.
"Um… oh, sorry, I thought I felt a
bug on my leg," she said, thus having the effect of now all the
women looking under the table, "guess it’s gone," she said
sheepishly, motioning for Marilyn to go on.
"Oh shit!" she thought to herself,
"William was born before immunizations! Crap, I’m going to have to
get him to a doctor before he gets every childhood disease under the
sun!"
A couple of hours later, William was
siting at the same table he’d occupied the first time he’d come
here. He was looking over some of the flyers he’d picked up in the
entryway when he saw Buffy come in, he quickly folded them up and
put them inside one of the larger books.
"Ah, I see you got a library card,"
she said, seeing it on top of the stack of about a dozen or so
books.
"Yes, I’m now the proud owner of my
own library card, as well as a Driver’s Permit," he said, grinning,
"quite an accomplishment for a 27, almost 28 year old man, wouldn’t
you say?"
She nodded, relieved that he was
saying this in fun and not despair, "I would, especially for one
who’s had to start over from scratch, I’d have to say it’s not a bad
start."
He smiled at her, "Not too bad," he
agreed.
END CHAPTER 101
CHAPTER 102 - SOMEDAY
"Pull over in front of the store
here. You don’t have to parallel park, per se if you just coast up
to the curb," Buffy said.
"Okay."
"We need a few things, and you need
some more things," she said making a specifically telling
face at him.
He looked at her confused, "What do
you mean? What things do I need?"
She was feeling playful, so she
pulled his head towards her and kissed him deeply until she was sure
he’d gotten aroused. Didn’t take long.
"Certain things," she said, lightly
putting her hand on the bulge in his pants.
He thought a second, then his eyes
went big, "Oh, OH, Oh…NO, you want me to go and…oh no," he said
turning a couple of shades of red.
"Oh yes! Hey, you know who had to buy
these things before in Michigan? And since we’ve been back? Me,
that’s who! And I don’t exactly like the feeling of everyone knowing
I’m going to be getting lu…um…making love," she amended out of
respect for his sensibilities," so it’s your turn,
mister."
"Furthermore, it’s usually the guy
who buy these things, anyway. Shows you’re responsible for our love
life, so we don’t have any little…shows you’re responsible," she
ended lamely.
They got back to the car about half
an hour later, bursting out laughing as soon as they practically
fell into their seats.
"Oh my God William, you were so bad!"
"Me? I was bad? I don’t think so
missy, I was just standing there reading the packages and you come
up and act like you don’t know me and are trying to, um…get to know
me. Dear God! Did you see the looks we got? I’m never going to be
able to show my face in there again!"
"You were so cute William. I’m sorry,
but you were. I knew you didn’t know what was up with me at first,
but with that other guy standing there, I just had to play with
you," Buffy said cracking up.
"Bet that he thought I was the
luckiest fellow alive, having some beautiful, ‘strange,’ woman, and
I mean that in the nicest way, of course," he said, winking at her,
"come up to me and start asking about what the difference in feel
was between the condoms. And there’s more than three dozen
varieties, how would I even know?"
"I’m just glad you played along, you
have a natural talent," she said, laughing appreciatively. "So you
think he was jealous when I suggested to you that we buy a few boxes
and I go back to your place to try them out?"
"Quite a bit, I should say," he said,
laughing, then grew a bit serious, "but really, perhaps you should
be a bit more careful, fun aside, it sounded a bit like you
were…"
"What? Easy? A working girl?" Buffy
asked, grinning.
Before he could answer there was a
wrap on the passenger window. They looked out and saw a policeman
standing there.
Buffy rolled the window down, "Good
afternoon officer, is there a problem?"
"Good afternoon. Could I please see
some identification? You too, sir."
"Of course, but why?" Buffy said,
reaching for her wallet, "William, give him your Driver’s
Permit."
"Registration, too," the officer
said.
"Stay in the car," he said, taking
their ID’s and registration back to his squad
car.
"What do you think this is about?"
William asked Buffy.
"I have no idea," she
said.
The officer came back in a few
minutes, "I’m sorry about this folks, but we
received a call from one of the
customers about a possible solicitation taking place here," he said,
pointing to the store, "but I see by your names that you’re married,
right?"
Buffy nodded. William followed
suit.
"Okay then, must have been a
mistake," he said chuckling; "have a nice day folks. Sorry to have
bothered you."
"No problem," Buffy
said.
"Are you okay to drive?" Buffy asked
William who looked rather shaken, when the officer had
left.
He nodded, "I think so," he said,
starting the car.
After they had gone a few blocks
Buffy started to snicker, "Oh my God, I can’t believe that little
weasel standing next to us called the cops! Of all the
nerve."
She looked over at William. He wasn’t
laughing. She sobered up, "I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make you take
a walk on the wild side honey."
He swallowed, "That was quite
humiliating, him thinking that I was…that you were. I really don’t
think I shall ever be able to show my face in there again, maybe not
anywhere in town. Everyone will think I go home with…" he bit his
tongue.
"With your wife, silly, with me.
Everyone sees us around together, most people in Julian know me, so
don’t worry, okay?"
He was silent for a minute, "But
you’re not that either, really, are you?"
"Not what?"
He paused, "My wife. You’re not my
wife and I’m not really your husband."
A lump formed in her throat,
half-pain, half-anger. She didn’t respond and they drove home the
rest of the way in silence.
He pulled up in front of the house
and turned to her, "I’m sorry, Elizabeth," he said, reaching out for
her hand. He brought it up to his lips and kissed
it.
She looked at him, the lump in her
throat threatening to spill over.
"It’s just I love you so much, I
don’t want anybody to think badly of you, think that I don’t love
you enough to…"
"Marry me?" she asked
quietly.
He nodded, "I know that we have the
same name and that you’ve told people we’re married, and that for
all intents and purposes it’s like we already
are…"
"But?"
He took her chin in his other hand
and looked into her eyes, "I want the world to know that I love you
enough to marry you, that you’re mine, that I’m yours. I want your
friends here, our friends, want to really see you in your pretty
wedding dress under that canopy with me standing at your side, like
the one I drew," he stopped seeing the tears in her eyes. They were
in his, too. "Someday," he finished.
"I know," she whispered, feeling
unable to breathe or say anymore. She sighed inwardly, relieved that
he had stopped. Yet, she didn’t feel like running away this time, so
that must mean something, right?
He kissed her and then went around to
her side of the car and opened the door when she hadn’t gotten out
yet on her own.
William gave him her hand and she
took it and they walked into the house. He didn’t stop at the
kitchen or the dining area, or the living room, but pulled her right
along with him to their bedroom, shutting the door behind him.
He let go of her hand when they got
to the side of the bed. He didn’t say anything to her, didn’t kiss
her, but started undressing her; didn’t let her do the same to him.
His hands unbuttoned her blouse and pulled it over her shoulders,
then unhooked her bra, letting it fall to the floor. Next he undid
the button on her pants and helped her out of them, as he knelt
down, reached up her legs, until his hands went up under her panties
alongside her outer thighs, where he pulled the material outward and
then down until they were off.
He rose looking at her, at the rise
and fall of her chest, the blush of her cheeks, the peaks of her
nipples, her eyes wide and expectant, as they looked into
his.
Trembling with desire and emotion,
under the intensity of his gaze, she stood naked before him, body
and soul. How he did this to her was a mystery. Opened her up,
wrenched warring emotions from her all the time, just as Spike had.
They were different, yet just as strong. It was always about the
love, his unfaltering love, his belief and trust in her, in the
rightness of it all.
It was so easy for him to love so
wholeheartedly. It had always been so much more difficult for her,
though maybe, just maybe she was finally
learning.
"William, please William, "her voice
came out, a mere wisp on the air.
And then she was in his arms and he
was kissing hard, holding her tight, as he lay her down on the bed
and covered her with his body, the roughness of his clothes exciting
her, as did the feeling of being vulnerable; his dressed state
versus her naked one.
Buffy’s legs wrapped around
William’s, all the while trying to pull his T-shirt from the
waistband of his jeans, which was harder
considering.
William rolled off of her, to pull
his clothes off, causing her to moan at the loss of contact. As soon
as he was finished, she pulled him back, only pausing to let him
grab the box of ‘things’ they’d made their little foray to
the drug store for.
Without a word, without a joke about
it, he came back down to her, caressing her body with his eyes, his
hands, his mouth, until there was no him, no her, only them as he
slid inside her.
Her breath hitched and she heard them
both gasp with pleasure at the contact. She kneaded the flesh of the
shapely contours of his back, as her legs slid down his calves, and
upwards, wrapping themselves around his thighs, as he thrust into
her.
William stopped, looking down at her,
"Do you know how beautiful you are? What you do to me?" he asked,
voice thick with emotion.
She nodded, her own voice
unsure.
"I love you Elizabeth, you know that,
don’t you? Feel like I’ve loved you forever. Mine," he said, kissing
her hard, possessively.
If her heart hadn’t just been pried
open, a little bit wider than before by him, she might have ventured
a joke about his caveman-like sentiments, but all she could do was
return his kiss in kind, murmuring back, "Yours, yours," into his
hair, into his mouth, into his heart.
And at that moment, she’d never meant
it more, felt it more. She was his; she belonged to him, him to
her.
An hour later, as she lay there
napping, sated and exhausted, against his chest he looked down at
her, "Someday," he said softly.
And he meant it,
too.
END CHAPTER 102
CHAPTER 103 - MRS. CARPELLO MAKES AN OFFER
August 7, 2008
Thursday
9:00am
Buffy came out to the living room
wearing a towel after her morning shower, "William?"
"I'm on the porch," he
called.
She wrapped the towel again, as she
walked toward the door separating the kitchen to the back
porch.
"Who is it?" she mouthed, seeing him
on the phone.
"Dawn," he answered.
"Your sis is here, want to say
hello?"
"In a while, tell her to go dry off
first," Dawn said, laughing, "no, tell her she's all
wet!"
"Dawn says you should dry off first
while she talks with me, so you don't catch cold," he said
diplomatically.
"Chicken!" Dawn said, laughing into
the phone.
"Okay, I'll be back in a few," Buffy
said, smiling.
She was glad that him and Dawn had
been talking on the phone and emailing on a frequent basis, since
they'd gotten home. Dawn and Spike had always seemed to have a
connection in the past, and it appeared now her and William did as
well. And the benefit was that it always seemed to put him in a
positive, hopeful mood afterwards.
"I think that’s a great idea William!"
Dawn said.
"Really?" William asked. They’d been
talking about the flyers he’d picked up at the library from a local
college.
"Really. I think it’s great that you
want to take some classes."
"I don’t know about classes, maybe
just a class in something. Just don’t know what yet."
"Well, just look at the schedule of
classes and get some idea. You can probably also find it on their
website."
"Oh, that’s right. I keep forgetting
that everything on paper is also on the Internet," he said, shaking
his head.
"What’s more, if you don’t actually
need it for credit, because you already have a degree and just want
to learn a new subject, or catch up with some stuff, you can audit
the class."
"What does that mean?"
"Means you can pay a whole lot less,
and you can sit in, do the work and all that, it just doesn’t count
for an actual grade."
"That sounds good…except, well…I
rather liked getting grades."
"Then you’ll have to actually enroll
in some sort of degree program, which you can do, also. You can
always start working on a second degree or a Master’s
degree."
"Well, I haven’t even
decided…"
"Have you talked to Buffy about it
yet?"
"Um…no. See, that’s just it, I don’t
have my license yet, and with Elizabeth going back to work…if the
classes are during the day, I wouldn’t be able to get
there."
"There’s usually night courses, too.
Or online courses. You could start with those, then after you get
your license, take day courses that start during the winter
semester."
"I don’t know. I don’t want to
just be going to college; I need to find a job somewhere,
Dawn. Last thing I want is your sister supporting me. I just wanted
to…oh the whole thing is stupid!"
"Why? Lot’s of people work and go to
school, William."
"It’s not that."
"What then?"
He didn’t say anything.
"What?" she repeated.
"Most people turn in all their papers
typed up, right? Do ‘em on their computers?"
"Of course, why? You have a
computer."
"I don’t know how to type. I mean, I
know where the keys are, but all I do is one key at a time, using
two fingers. I could never write papers in a timely manner! It takes
me 10 minutes just to write an email!"
"Don’t get yourself excited, you can
learn to use a keyboard. Children learn to use it properly before
they’re even in middle school anymore. There are classes,
software…"
"I guess so. Dawn, Elizabeth is back
from drying off, so I’m going to let you talk to her now,
okay?"
"Okay, just remember what I said,
William. Learning how to keyboard isn’t such a big obstacle
that you can’t overcome it. You’ve overcome lots of stuff. Heck,
driving is harder than that, and you’re doing okay there, aren’t
you?"
"I suppose you’re right. Thanks, Dawn.
Talk to you soon. Here’s Elizabeth."
William handed her the phone. She took
it from him, kissing him on the cheek, "Thanks."
"Hey Dawnie, what lies have you been
filling William’s head with?" she asked laughing.
"No lies, just telling him what an
evil shrew you are and that he should escape as soon as he can,
before you undoubtedly warp him for life."
"Too late for that!" Buffy laughed, as
did Dawn.
"Buffy? Can William hear you right
now," she asked, after they’d stopped the game.
"No, why?"
"I was wondering what you’re planning
for William’s birthday next week."
"I’ve been thinking about that myself,
Dawn. I’m not sure. Sort of thought about maybe having you come up
and we could go to dinner at Edna’s, but last time he was
there…well, Edna and her grandson Wallace just brought up some
things that gave him nightmares, so I’ve been sort of
avoid-y."
"What kind of nightmares? You didn’t
tell me about that."
"I don’t know exactly," Buffy said,
not wanting to go into all of it right then, "he was freaked out for
a few days, but it’s over. I just don’t want to risk that on his
birthday."
"Of course not," Dawn
agreed.
They talked a few more minutes, Buffy
assuring her that she’d let her know in a couple of days what she
was planning.
The second meeting at Montessori was
scheduled for 1:00pm that afternoon. Mrs. Carpello had asked that
Buffy and William come by around 12:30pm to talk to her first.
Buffy tried not to be nervous; she had
no idea what Mrs. Carpello was going to say, only hoped that she
wouldn’t yet mention to William that she didn’t actually plan on
going back to work.
"Why do you think she wants to talk to
me again?" William asked, on the drive over.
"I’m really not sure, guess we’ll just
have to find out," she said, as she sat there twisting and
untwisting her purse strap between her fingers.
Mrs. Carpello was seated at her desk
when they walked into her office.
"Hello, Elizabeth. Hello, William.
Thank you for coming. Have a seat."
William waited until Buffy had taken a
seat, before taking his.
"The reason I’ve asked you to come
today is because I have an offer for you. For both of you, really,"
she said.
Both William and Buffy waited for her
to continue.
"William," she said addressing him,
"you’ve been through quite an ordeal these past couple of months,
and over the last 5 years, to say the least. Elizabeth has expressed
concern over her returning to work and leaving you alone all day at
this point."
William turned to look at Buffy and
shook his head, "No! Elizabeth! I told you I wouldn’t be the reason
for your not…"
Buffy looked at Mrs. Carpello angrily;
she had no right to break her confidence in this manner, before
she’d had the opportunity to tell him herself. She’d gone along with
the meetings, but this was too much. She rose to her feet, "We’re
leaving!"
"William! Elizabeth! You haven’t let
me finish at all. Please allow me to tell you why I asked you to
come in today."
They stopped talking and looked at
her, Buffy slowly sat back down.
"Thank you," she said, relieved, "the
reason I brought that up, William, Elizabeth, was that I wanted to
tell you that I understand how you feel,’ she said, directing her
comments to Buffy.
"I lost someone, too. A long, long
time ago, except the person I lost never came home."
"What happened," Buffy asked,
chagrined.
Mrs. Carpello shook her head; "Maybe
some other time. The point I was trying to make is, had this person
come back to me, after being missing, I too, would have made him my
priority over everything else. I would have done what I could to
help him get his bearings again…" she said, fading off.
She cleared her throat, "That’s why I
think I have a solution for both of you. William first let me ask
you this. You do want to work, am I correct?"
"Of course, what man doesn’t want to
support himself, his…wife?" he said, looking over at
Buffy.
"Good," Mrs. Carpello said, "I assumed
as much. Now, here’s my solution for both of you. William, I want to
offer you a part-time job here. It would be about 4 hours a day.
Now, it isn’t much, and certainly you’ll be over qualified for it,
but it’s still honest work. You would be responsible for all the
maintenance around here, inside and out. Mowing, raking, planting,
etc. Inside, there’s cleaning, stocking supplies, general gopher
work. Whatever needs to be done, you pitch in and help. I know it’s
not much, neither does it pay much, but this way, until you get on
your feet and find a job better suited to your education, you can
still be useful. And Elizabeth will be able to come here and do
her job without worrying that you’re alone all day. How does
that sound?"
Buffy was flabbergasted. Never in her
wildest dreams had she considered that Mrs. Carpello would be
offering William a job. She didn’t have any idea what to expect,
really.
William spoke first, "That’s very
generous of you to make me this offer," he said, hesitating, "the
problem is I have no memory of how to use a lawn mower or if
it broke down, how to repair it. Or any other machine," he said,
sadly shaking his head.
"Well, the lawn mower is really the
only machine that you’d probably be operating, everything else, is
manual. Shears for pruning bushes, rakes, hoes, brooms. Inside
there’s a copying machine, but if that breaks down, we just call the
company to come in and service it. Do you think that in three weeks
time you might be able to learn from someone how to use and maintain
a lawn mower?" she asked.
William nodded, "There’s someone I
think that could help. And the library has books on small engines,
too. It is a small engine, right?"
"Yes, it’s a small one," Mrs. Carpello
said, smiling, "and I think we have a manual from when we purchased
it. If you need anything else, we can order one for you on
maintaining it. Really, William, it’s quite simple! Even I use a
mower at home and give it gas, fix little things on it when needed.
If I can do it, I’m sure you can, too."
"So, what do you say then?" she asked
looking at William.
He looked over at Buffy,
questioningly.
"Could we have a minute to discuss
this?" Buffy asked.
"Sure, just come on out to the outer
office when you’re done talking and let me know your decision," Mrs.
Carpello said. She nodded to them, as she closed the door on her way
out.
"What do you think?" William said,
turning to Buffy. "It’s not a bad idea, is it?"
"No, no, of course not, if you don’t
mind this type of work…for now. I don’t want you to take it, if you
think you’ll hate it or something just because of me."
"I don’t mind, really. I’m not too
qualified for anything at the moment, and she was right, it’s honest
work and I could be contributing in some small way, instead of
sitting home, not contributing. You wouldn’t have to worry about me,
and by the way, when were you going to tell me about you not going
back to work?"
"I’m sorry, William," Buffy said,
sheepishly, "I was going to, I felt like I was in limbo not knowing
what Mrs. C. was going to tell us. I just didn’t want you to worry
about it."
"And I don’t want you to worry
about me all the time," William said, taking her hands, "this
way you won’t have to, I’ll be here, you’ll be here…"
"Yeah, I could always meet you in the
broom closet during breaks," she said winking.
He looked at her a second before it
sunk in, "Want me to lose my job before I even have it?" he asked,
grinning.
They found Mrs. Carpello at the file
cabinet when they came out of her office.
"Well? What have you both
decided?" she asked.
"We think it’s a very generous offer
and we, I accept," William said.
"Good then," she said, handing him a
pile of papers, "just get these back to me a week before school
starts."
"All these papers," William said,
shaking his head. Buffy stood over him, as he settled in at the
library table, before she went to her meeting.
"We’ll work on them at home, okay?
Don’t worry about them now, or you’ll drive yourself
crazy."
"Okay," he nodded, "guess I’ll start
looking for some books on small engine repairs or something like
that. Small machine repair, perhaps."
"Maybe they have a ‘Lawn Mower Repair
for Dummies,’ book."
He looked up at her hurt.
"Oh William, I didn’t mean that," she
said, kissing him, "there’s a whole series of ‘How To,’ books that
all have that title, ‘Computers for Dummies,’ ‘Cooking for Dummies,’
‘Gardening for Dummies,’ it’s just a name, not an
insult."
"Well, it is rather insulting," he
said, rather stiffly.
"Just supposed to be a catchy title to
make people laugh, it’s a hook, know what I mean?"
"Hmmppphhh!" he said, rolling his
eyes.
She grinned, "See you in a couple of
hours."
After the meeting, Mrs. Carpello asked
Buffy to bring William back over. She found he’d checked out a half
dozen of the ‘Dummy’ books. She laughed.
"They really are pretty good. Easy to
understand," he said, shrugging.
"You don’t have to know how to repair
every machine in the world you know, just the stupid lawn mower, if
it needs it."
"I know," he said, patting her hand,
"I just want to catch up with the world of machines, if you know
what I mean. Besides, there’s also a book on computers and cars," he
said, grinning.
She grinned back; it was just
contagious when he became excited about something.
They threw the books into the back
seat of the car, then went across the street. She took his hand and
they walked into the conference room.
Before the meeting had started, Buffy
had agreed with Mrs. Carpello that it would be best to tell her
associates about William, the shortened version, in any case, before
he started to work there. So, at the end of the meeting, she had
made the announcement, answered some questions, and asked them to
please not ask William about it, as he was sensitive regarding the
subject and trying to become adjusted.
Now Mrs. Carpello made the
introduction, "Everyone, I want you to meet William; Elizabeth’s
husband. He’s going to be working part-time for us this coming fall,
doing some of our maintenance and odd jobs."
"Hello, very nice to make your
acquaintances," he said, nodding to the room of women who were
trying not to gawk at the good looking, shy man, with the lovely
English accent, standing before them.
Greetings were exchanged; then Mrs.
Carpello took William on a tour of the building, including the shed,
introducing him to the tools of his new, temporary trade, as it
were.
Later that evening, they were going
over the papers, when it came to education, Buffy stopped and went
into the bedroom to get the doctored up papers Willow had sent.
She’d had to change the names of a few courses, so if checked, they
would agree with those taken 100+ years after the fact, and the
names of professors.
"Here," she said, handing him the
manila envelope which had his Oxford diploma, and transcripts. She
held her breath as he looked them over.
William looked at his Diploma and
smiled. At first. Then he frowned, grumbling something. Looking over
the transcripts he shook his head.
"This doesn’t seem right," he said,
pointing to the name of the teacher for Classical Greek, "fellow had
an amusing name like Appledown or Applegate, certainly not Psimos,"
he said.
He looked at her, "I don’t understand
how I can remember taking these classes, well, all but a few of
these that I don’t recall at all, but the names of the professors
seem all wrong. ‘Cept for this one," he said pointing to a
Maximillion Warring IV, "think I had him, but not for this
mathematics class, but for science."
He sat back and rubbed his
head.
Buffy looked at him sympathetically.
She felt worse than awful for messing with his known memory in this
way, but there was really no other choice, she told herself. He
couldn’t exactly use a transcript that had classes from back in the
late 1860’s, early 1870’s now could he?
"Headache?" she asked, as she gently
replaced his hand with her own on top his head, and massaged it
gently.
He nodded, "I hate this," he said
through gritted teeth, "hate that I remember only bits and pieces,
but altogether, it doesn’t make for much of anything. It’s bleedin’
pathetic."
She waited for the apology for him
saying bleedin’ but it didn’t come.
"I’m sorry," she said softly, knowing
he was really upset.
"Why? Not your fault my memory is like
Swiss cheese, is it? You have nothing to be sorry about. I, on the
other hand, need you to help me fill out the simplest paperwork, I’m
the one who should be sorry," he laughed bitterly, "I’m sorry
alright."
"Stop it right now! Paperwork sucks
for everyone, and it’s worse for you right now, but that’s no reason
to be getting all in a snit about it, to start feeling…"
"Sorry for myself?"
"I wasn’t going to say that," she
answered, then shrugged, "well, maybe you are a bit."
"Not very productive, is
it?"
"Nah, but you deserve a good wallow in
the lake of self-pity once in a while. We all do."
He sighed, "Okay, I’m over it, let’s
just get this bloody…sorry, Elizabeth… thing done,
alright?"
"Alright by me," she said, and picked
up the pen and employee paperwork.
A few minutes later, she handed him
the completed application to sign. He looked it over, stopping when
it came to previous job experience.
"Two years at the Magic Box shop,
Sunnydale, CA? That’s it? The sum of my experience? That can’t be
right!" he said, agitated all over again.
"It probably isn’t, but I don’t know
where else you worked, before you moved there, so it’s going to have
to do," Buffy said, trying to be patient.
"Well, that’s just great. Almost 28
years old, and I’ve got 2 years work experience selling books at a
store that no longer exists. That’s just…great!"
"Mrs. C. knows that you lost your
memory, so she won’t be expecting anything else, this is just…a
formality is all."
"Well, what about if I want to find
another job sometime? What will I have to put down? Two years at the
Magic Shop, followed by being the lawn boy at
Montessori?"
Buffy stood up, "Damnit, William! I
told you that you don’t have to take this job if you don’t want
to!"
"No, but if I don’t, then you’re going
to quit teaching, right? Great, we’ll both be sitting home
then!"
She looked at him, "Would that be so
horrible?"
William leaned forward and grabbed
her, pulling her onto his lap, "If you’re asking if it would be
horrible to be at home with you everyday, of course not. I love
being here with you, you know that," he said, earnestly. He pulled
her head to his and kissed her. "I’m just frustrated is all. I want
the job, honest I do. Get to learn some practical things that I
probably wouldn’t otherwise. Just…can’t believe this is the sum of
what we know about my job experience." He shook his head.
"William," Buffy said softly, "when
the time comes, when you find something else you want to do, we can
sort of mess around with the resume."
"What do you mean?"
"Um…I mean, we can say you worked
somewhere other than the Magic Box in Sunnydale."
"You mean lie about it?" he asked,
shaking his head. "No, that’s not right. And what if they contact
someone who says they never heard of me?"
"In Sunnydale?"
He looked at her, "Oh. Well, still.
Guess I don’t have many options here do I? Either go with what
little we know, or lie about it. I’ll just leave it at this for
now."
She nodded, "Besides, you were in
school most years before this time anyway."
"Yeah, but what about the past 5
years? Supposed to say I was just wandering around in a daze?
Sleepin’ under a bridge?"
"I don’t know," she said, "before I
started this job, I didn’t have much of anything to put on my resume
either," she said. Obviously not, since being the slayer for 7 years
was something that she couldn’t claim.
"How about we cross that bridge when
we get to it…somewhere down the line?"
He kissed her again, "What else can I
do?
END CHAPTER 103
CHAPTER 104 - WILLIAM’S
BIRTHDAY
August 10, 2008
Sunday
11:45am
"William?"
"Hmm?" he asked, still reading the
paper, oblivious to her.
William had been practicing his
driving all week and yesterday Buffy had taken a chance and let him
drive around the much larger San Diego, although she’d driven them
there on the highway. They’d stopped at a little street corner
vendor for a hotdog and next to it, there had been a newspaper
stand, which sold international papers. William had been very
excited when he’d spotted the London Times; Sunday Edition, but
Buffy had stopped him from reading it then.
"In keeping with quaint,
old-fashioned, time honored traditions, one must only read big,
thick, Sunday papers like the London or New York Times," she’d said,
pointing to the paper she’d bought as well, "on Sunday mornings, in
bed, with coffee, O.J., and bagels. "
"Very well, "William had sighed,
though he was itching to read something of his homeland and took
every opportunity he could find, when she was preoccupied to
surreptitiously sneak glances at the front page.
"William!" she said again,
louder.
He looked up from his paper, and took
off his reading glasses, "Sorry luv, was just engrossed in this
story on the Royals. Tawdry bunch, aren’t they?"
Buffy guffawed and rolled her
eyes.
He almost said something about when
Queen Victoria ruled, she would have never allowed such a mockery of
the House of Windsor, but he held his tongue, instead of sounding
like he belonged back in the mental ward.
"This is nice," he said, turning his
attention to her, "a good Sunday morning tradition. Bagels, coffee,
food, you and me."
"I have a confession to make," she
said.
"What’s that?"
"I’ve never really done this before, I
mean, I’ve read papers in bed, but never the whole traditional New
York Times and all the trimmings."
He leaned over the papers, causing
them to scatter and kissed her, "Then we should make it ours, don’t
you think? Every Sunday morning?"
"Sounds good to me," she said, kissing
him back.
Soon the papers from both sides of the
pond were forgotten and another Sunday morning tradition was
instituted.
Afterwards, Buffy stroked Williams
back in imaginary designs as he rested his head against her breast,
"William?"
"What?"
"How would you like to go to San Juan
Capistrano next Friday? We could wander around the town, have lunch,
see the mission there, even go to the beach; you want to, that
is."
He lifted his head up to look at her,
"That sounds nice, are the swallows…?"
"No, not until March. I just thought
it might be nice to go do something before we have to start work in
a few weeks."
"Sounds lovely," he said, as he
settled his head back down on her.
Buffy smiled and closed her eyes,
satisfied.
August 15, 2008
Friday
9:30am
"You ready?" Buffy called from the
kitchen.
"Almost. Where did you say my beach
stuff was?" William called to her from the bedroom.
"Bottom of the closet, right hand
side."
"Okay, I see it."
"I’ll be getting the stuff into the
car," she called, from the front door.
Once outside, she quickly flipped on
her cell phone.
"Clem?"
"Hey Buffy, you guys heading out
now?"
"In a few minutes. You remember where
I told you everything was, right?"
"I didn’t forget. In the barn, right?
Big black bag?"
"No, blue bag."
"That’s right."
"Just please don’t let Dawn overdo it,
okay? We don’t want William to freak, right?" she asked, hoping that
by making Clem in charge, he would keep everything to a minimum on
the excitement scale. Of course, she’d told Dawn the same thing.
"We won’t."
"You’ve got Dawn’s cell?"
"Yep, already talked to her, I’m going
to meet her at Dudley’s in Santa Ysabel and she can follow me from
there. It’s really going to be nice to see her again."
"That’s right, you haven’t seen her
in…well, not since Sunnydale, have you?"
"No. Oh goodness," he said, suddenly
excited, "will I even recognize her? What if I don’t recognize
her?"
"You’ll recognize her, she still has
the long hair. I guess she looks a little bit older, but not too
much. I’d worry more about her not recognizing you. Oh,
shit!"
"Um, well, I told her what car I’ll be
driving and I could always send her a picture."
"Good idea, maybe you should…uh-oh,
William’s coming, I gotta go. Remember, have Dawn park at your
house."
"I will. Have a good day, you
two!"
"We will. Thanks, Clem."
"Who was that?"
"Clem, he called wanting to know if I
had an extra ladle, guess he broke his," she fibbed.
"Ready?"
"Ready!"
It took them a little more than an
hour to get to San Juan Capistrano. Their first stop was at the
mission, itself.
They could see walls towering 50 feet
into the sky, only to be dwarfed by the 125 foot, native stone bell
tower, as they neared the arched, stone entryway.
They wandered the cobbled quadrangle
walkways, visiting the more famous adobe and stone buildings. The
Great Stone Church, once representing the "Jewel of the Mission,"
which had been mostly destroyed by an earthquake in 1812. Almost 200
years later, scaffolding in the front of it belied the lack of money
to restore it to its former glory.
Next they visited the Serra Chapel,
named for Fr. Junipero Serra, founding father of the California
Missions and saw the 300 year-old baroque altar, brought over from
Barcelona, Spain.
Their last hour was spent wandering
through some of the ten and a half acres of lush gardens; stopping
here and there to admire the flowers, kiss under a tree or behind a
bush, just enjoying the day, before finally coming to rest at the
fountain in the central courtyard.
"Reminds me of the South of France,"
William said.
"You’ve been there?" Buffy said,
enviously.
"Oh, no, luv, just what I’ve read,
pictures I’ve seen," he answered. At least he didn’t think he had,
but the look of these gardens reminded him of something. He shook it
off.
"I should take you there sometime.
Paris, Southern France, along the Mediterranean Sea," he said,
picking a red bougainvillea flower and putting it behind her
ear.
"That would be wonderful," she said,
allowing herself to dream a little, "think I’m going to hold you to
that."
"It’s a deal," he said, and reached
over to kiss her gently.
"What?" William asked Buffy,
who had been grinning at him from time to time, since they had
sat down and ordered their lunch.
"Huh? Nothing, just having a good
time," she said, reminding herself to not give anything away.
They had debated if they should eat
either here at Café Mozart, which had slightly higher prices, or at
The Fish Market & Grill. Café Mozart won out since they also had
seafood, plus outdoor dining. They had the lunch special, Maryland
Crab Cakes with a tarragon mustard sauce for her and grilled salmon
for William.
After lunch, they went over to the
beach. Since the waves were high, they decided just to sit on the
beach and soak up some sun.
Buffy lay on her stomach, looking over
at William, having just finished putting sun block on
him.
"What?" he asked her.
"What, what?"
"You’re looking at me strangely
again."
"I am? Maybe I’m just
strange."
"Well, yes, but besides
that."
She elbowed him in the
side.
"Ow!"
"That’s for calling me strange,
mister."
He just laughed and closed his eyes,
though he could still feel her staring at him, could sense
her.
Buffy was used to seeing him out in
the daylight by now, but here on the beach, she was reminded again,
of what a miracle it was, that he was.
When they went to the bathhouse to
change their clothes, she called Clem to make sure everything was
set.
"Clem? How’s everything? Did Dawn make
it up there alright?"
"Dawn’s here and we’ve got everything
set up. All we need is the guest of honor."
"It’s almost 6 now, we should be there
a little after 7, I’d guess, unless we run into a traffic jam. Crap,
why did I say that? Probably jinxed myself!"
"Don’t worry. We’ll be here, no matter
when you guys get here."
"I know, I know, I just want it to be
perfect. Or near perfect. Can I talk to Dawn?"
"DAWN!" Clem yelled, causing Buffy to
hold the phone out from her ear.
"Buffy?" Dawn came on the phone; "this
place is fantastic! I can’t believe it, you’ve been really holding
out on me all these years!"
Buffy had a pang of guilt, "I didn’t
mean to ‘hold out’ as you put it, I just…nevermind. Did you remember
to pick up the cake?"
"Duh! It was right there where I met
up with Clem. Sheesh, what do you think I am? A total space
cadet?"
"I’m sorry, I forgot we’d decided to
have Dudley’s make it. I thought you were still going to get it from
the bakery near you."
"That’s okay. So, does William suspect
anything?"
"I don’t think so, but he did catch me
grinning at him stupidly a couple of times and ask me what that was
about, but I blew it off, just attributed it to my being strange,
which by the way, he so readily accepted," she said,
laughing.
"Well, he’s getting to know you better
all the time," Dawn laughed along with her.
"Hey!"
"See you guys when you get
here."
"Yeah, I can’t wait! Bye,
Dawn."
"Bye, Buffy."
Before leaving town, they bought ice
cream cones at Baskin Robbins. William still claimed the ones at
Fuller’s Resort were better, and Buffy tended to agree.
They pulled up in front of the house
about 7:15pm.
"Smells like something’s cooking,"
William said, as they walked up to porch.
"Hmm, really? I don’t smell anything,"
Buffy said, although she did.
He opened the door and was greeted by
a banner, proclaiming, "Happy 28th Birthday, William!"
"What the…?" he looked over at Buffy, who
smiled, just as Clem and Dawn came out of the kitchen to greet
him.
"Happy Birthday, William," Dawn
chirped.
"Dawn!" William said, smiling, as she came
forward to give him a hug, "Dawn! Wow, you’re here. How did you…?
Why did you…?"
Dawn smiled at him, "How do you
think?"
William turned toward Buffy, "You…knew?" he
shook his head, "I didn’t even remember, I…" he seemed at a loss for
words.
"It’s okay. I did. I…"
"Happy Birthday, William!" Clem
said.
"Thanks, Clem. I thought I smelled cooking
when we were walking up to the house," he said, smiling at
Buffy.
"That’s right, I’ve been slaving over a hot
stove for hours, so let’s go and eat!"
They talked over dinner about the classes
Dawn had signed up for and William’s new job. Clem assured him that
he’d look over the lawn mower at Montessori, to make sure it was
running correctly before his job started, and if necessary, they
could take it home and work on it, as well as any other tools that
needed tending to.
After dinner, they went back to the living
room, where William started a fire. Dawn passed around some pictures
she’d brought with, taken while they’d been together all those weeks
in the summer, being careful to remove those from the Grand Canyon.
She also had some of her and her boyfriend. Buffy brought her
pictures out too, so they could compared them and trade each other
for their doubles.
At a nod from her head, Clem asked William to
come and look at his car for a couple of minutes. As soon as they
were outside, Buffy and Dawn moved the coffee table to the center of
the room, and brought the presents that had been stashed in the
spare bedroom, out to the living room. There was a huge Mylar
balloon and a few regular helium balloons. They put them in the
center of the table.
Buffy took the birthday cake out to the
kitchen and put the candles on top of it.
Hearing the front door open, she hurried back
to the living room.
Once again, William was speechless, seeing
the decorations, cards, and wrapped presents.
"Happy Birthday," she said.
He turned to look at her, shaking his head.
She walked up to him and led him to the couch, where he took a
seat.
"These are for me?" he asked,
shocked.
"Of course they’re for you, silly," Dawn
said.
"This is from me," Clem said, handing him a
package.
William opened the card first and read it to
himself, then he opened Clem’s gift.
"It’s a Socket Wrench Set, so you can work on
your car and other stuff. Both metric and inches, too," he
explained, grinning.
"Thank you, this is great! I’m sure I’ll get
plenty of use out of these, especially once I know what I’m
doing."
"Here, open mine next," Dawn said.
Again, William opened the card first, and
after swallowing a couple of times, he looked up and nodded to her.
He then took the package and opened it.
"Typing Tutor?" he read, looking at Dawn
quizzically.
"It’s for the computer, Buffy can install it
for you. You were saying how you don’t know how to type properly and
this’ll teach you. There’s a bunch of lessons, and it’s just like
taking a class. In fact, if you go to their website, you can take
the tests online if you want, and when you pass, you’ll get a
certificate of completion or something like that," Dawn
said.
"Thanks, Dawn," he said, leaning over to give
her a hug, "this should be quite helpful."
"You’re welcome. Here open these," she said,
handing him the last two packages.
He looked at Buffy, but she shook her
head.
He unwrapped the long one first. Inside, was
a priority mail carton, which had been addressed to Dawn. He looked
at questioningly.
"It’s for you," she assured him.
He slit open the box, with a pair of scissors
that Buffy got for him from the desk.
He pulled out the card first and opened it.
It read:
William,
I hope you get a chance to use this where you
live. I know you’re new to this sport, but it’s fun and relaxing,
even if you don’t catch anything. By the time we come for a visit, I
expect you to now all the great fishing spots around.
Xander
He pulled out three parts of a disassembled
fishing pole; "It’s from Xander," he said, his voice betraying his
emotions, as he put the fishing pole together.
"Wow, that’s really nice," Clem said, "I’ll
have to take you fishing."
"You fish?" Buffy asked, before William
did.
"Haven’t for a while, but now that I know
someone else with a fishing pole, guess I might give it a try
again."
William looked at him gratefully.
"Here, last one," Dawn said, handing him the
smaller package.
The box inside the wrapping was also
addressed to Dawn. It was a small, red, plastic tackle box. Inside
was fishing wire, bobbers, hooks, a pair of pliers, and some lures.
He opened the envelope and unfolded a piece
of paper. There was a crayon drawing of a pond, on the sides stood
two large, what looked to be men, and a small boy. They each had a
fishing pole in their hands and on each of the lines, there was a
fish.
On the top and bottom, in a child’s shaky
scrawl, was printed:
To William,
Happy Birthday, Love, Alex.
"Aww," Dawn and Buffy said.
"That’s from Xander’s son? Talented little
tyke," Clem said.
"He is, isn’t he?" William said,
admiringly.
"Xander sent me these things a few days ago
when he knew I was coming up here, William. He wanted to make sure
that you had them on your birthday," Dawn said.
He cleared his throat, "Thank him for me.
They’re really nice."
"You can thank him yourself."
"Of course. I will, just if you talk to him
before I do. Or email before I do," he added, "but I will, I
definitely will."
William kept shaking his head, overwhelmed by
the gifts and attention. Buffy put her arm around him for
support.
"There’s one more thing we have to do. Come
on," she said, pulling him up before he could protest. The others
followed to the kitchen.
"Wait here," she said, letting go of his hand
and leaving him and the others in the dining room area. She quickly
went into the kitchen, lit the candles on the cake, and turned off
the lights.
She then came back to him, "Close your eyes,"
she said.
He looked at her and knew she meant it, so he
complied. She took his hand and led him into the kitchen, "Now open
them.".
The room was bathed in candlelight that was
coming off of the cake that stood in the middle of the table. On it
was written, "Happy Birthday, William." The chocolate cake was
frosted in white, with red and yellow roses and green
leaves.
He stood there staring at it, unable to
process it all.
"Um…it’s customary now for us to sing Happy
Birthday to you, then for you to make a wish and blow out the
candles. Then you cut the cake and get to eat it. Ice cream, too!
"Buffy said, smiling at his shocked face.
Buffy started out the song, with the others
joining in.
"Now close your eyes again, make a wish, then
blow out the candles," she coaxed.
"But don’t tell anybody," Dawn
said.
"That’s right, has to be a secret wish," Clem
added.
William closed his eyes, his life; this life
was so good right now that he didn’t know what he could possibly
wish for himself. Instead, he wished, "Let me always be the kind of
man that Elizabeth deserves," then he opened his eyes and blew out
the candles, amidst clapping and good-natured cheer.
They had their cake and ice cream out in the
living room, sitting in front of the fire, talking, and listening to
music.
William stood up, "Can I take anyone else’s
plate to the kitchen? Or get anything for anyone?"
"You don’t have to do that," Buffy said, "sit
down, you’re the birthday boy."
He shook his head, "No, it’s quite alright,
really," he said smiling.
Nobody wanted anything else, but they gave
him their plates.
Buffy half-heard the water running, as she
talked with Clem and Dawn, thinking she should go out to the kitchen
and make him come and sit down instead of cleaning up, but she got
caught up in the conversation. It wasn’t until Dawn asked where he
was about 10 minutes later that she realized she’d heard the porch
door open and shut a while back.
"I don’t know, I think he might have gone
outside," Buffy answered.
"Do you want me to go get him?" Dawn
asked.
"No, I’ll do it."
She went out to the kitchen, and out to the
porch. He was standing just outside the back door.
Buffy opened the door, and stood next to him,
putting her hand on his arm, "You okay?"
He nodded.
"I hope you don’t mind that I didn’t tell you
about Dawn coming or the party. I wanted it to be a
surprise."
He shook his head and turned towards her, "Of
course not. This is…Thank you, Elizabeth, this is…nobody’s ever…" he
choked up, "nobody has ever done anything like this for me
before."
"You’ve never had a birthday party before?"
she asked, amazed.
"I…I don’t think so. I mean, I don’t really
remember, but I don’t think so…"
She silenced him with a gentle, lingering
kiss, "Then I guess it was time that you had one."
"Let’s go back inside," she said, smiling. He
nodded.
Clem left a little while later. William
walked him to the front door, "Thank you for the gift, for getting
Dawn, for cooking, for everything!"
"The pleasure was all mine, Spike," Clem
said, then corrected himself, "I mean, William."
"That’s okay. We both thank you," he said,
laughing, and took hold of Clem’s hand to shake it.
Clem pulled him in and they embraced briefly,
slapping each other on their backs.
"Good night, William. Tell Dawn I’ll see her
tomorrow before she leaves."
"Night, Clem," William said, smiling as he
watched his friend get into his car and drive off.
Buffy excused herself for a few minutes to go
take care of something in the bedroom, leaving William and Dawn in
the living room.
"So, how’d you like the party?" Dawn asked,
"bet you were surprised, huh?"
"Quite. Like I told Elizabeth, I don’t recall
ever having a birthday party before."
"Are you serious? That sucks!"
He shrugged, "I don’t think that it was
because they didn’t care, I just think…that my family didn’t go in
for that sort of thing. At least, what I can remember of them. I
mean, my mum may have bought me a new pair of trousers and a jacket
or something along those lines, but there was no party, no cake and
cream. Though come to think of it, she may have made me my favorite
meal that day," he said, remembering, "and dessert."
"What was that?"
He thought for a moment, "I really don’t
recall what I liked to eat best for a meal. Maybe roast or
something, but I’m pretty sure I liked rice pudding with cinnamon
and raisins," he said, not sure if it really had been, or if he was
remembering Elizabeth’s failed Easy Rice Pudding fiasco.
"How about now?"
"What’s that?"
"Your favorite meal and dessert?"
"Hm…have to say that I probably like steak
the best, though I’m beginning to get a real appreciation for eating
different kinds of fish. Had salmon today at lunch that was great.
Oh, and tasted Elizabeth’s crab cakes and they were really good,
too. For dessert, ice cream, hands down."
Dawn laughed, "I knew it!" she squealed, "the
way you went for that stuff at Fuller’s. Got you hooked, didn’t
we?"
He laughed, too, nodding, "That you did,
Dawn, that you did."
Buffy returned and they all talked for
another half-hour, before Dawn excused herself to go to
bed.
William was in bed, when Buffy sat down on
his side, "Happy Birthday William," she said, handing him a small,
wrapped box, "this is from me. I didn’t want to give it to you in
front of the others."
He took it from her, gently fingering the
outside of it a few moments, "You didn’t have to…"
"Just open it. Please?"
He undid the ribbon and undid the tape on the
wrapping paper. Inside was small, hinged black box. He opened it up
and his face lit up with pleasure. It was a watch fob, with two
doves on the front. He took it out, looking at it closely, then
opened it up to see the watch face.
"It’s wonderful," he said, looking up at her
and smiling in delight.
"I hoped you’d like it, the birds on the
front kind of reminded me of my necklace, except they’re two doves,
not love birds, but still…oh, and look on the back."
He turned it over. Etched on it was
WE, just like it was on her necklace.
William looked at her, shaking his head,
"When did you…?"
"When you were out driving with Clem last
week. I went to the local jewelry store, about a block from Edna’s.
I was hoping you wouldn’t spot me, when you were driving around,"
Buffy said, grinning, "you nearly did, too. You and Clem were
driving by just as I was pulling into the store’s parking
lot."
"Anyway, I thought about getting you a
regular watch, but I figured you might like this more. Besides, you
can get a cheap watch, if you need one for work. I had the jeweler
etch the initials WE on the back, just like it is on my
necklace. I was going to have them put E Loves W, but I wanted it to
be the same. Do you really like it?" she asked, nervously
babbling.
He pulled her down to him and kissed her, "I
love it, Elizabeth, thank you. It’s the nicest thing I’ve ever
received. It’s beautiful, you’re beautiful. I’ll cherish it always,
cherish you always," he said, voice husky, as he pulled her body
totally on top of his.
Hands cupping her face, he kissed her sweet
mouth. They rocked back and forth against each other, both moaning,
as their passion ignited once again. A few moments later, clothes
discarded, she drew her knees up alongside his thighs, and reaching
down and grasping him, guided him in.
"Love you, love you so much," he whispered to
her, as he kissed her neck and her earlobes, her breasts and her
lips, "you make me so happy, couldn’t want for anything else," he
murmured, his hands rocking her hips to increasing
rhythm.
Looking down at his awe struck face, she felt
a wave of tenderness wash over her heart for him, "I love you, too
William, love you," she managed to gasp out, seconds before her
orgasm made her body shudder and convulse. Pleasure and love coursed
through them both, as he followed, seconds later.
She’d nearly fallen asleep on him, when he
gently rolled her over, still entwined, still inside her, he pulled
the covers up over both them, "Happy Birthday," she mumbled, as she
snuggled down next to his chest, a look of contentment on her
face.
An hour later, he still watched her as she
slept, tried to imagine a time when he didn’t love her or that she
wasn’t in his life, and barely could.
Finally, William drifted off to sleep as
well, with the thought that all was as it should be. They loved each
other and all was right in their world.
Life was good.
END CHAPTER 104
CHAPTER 105 - BACK TO WORK
They woke to the smell of food and
conversation both coming from the kitchen.
"Good morning, sleepy heads," Dawn
said, as Buffy and William came out to the kitchen, after hastily
dressing.
"Morning," Clem said, from the
stove.
"You guys didn’t have to cook," Buffy
said.
"Well, we did if we wanted to eat!"
Dawn said, teasing.
After breakfast, Clem left to run
errands.
"It was great seeing you again, Dawn,"
he said to her, as she walked him to the car.
"It was great seeing you, too.
Especially, since I’m seeing a new side of you," she
said.
"What? Oh, you mean human looking
me?"
Dawn nodded, "But I still loved the
old you, too. You know that, right? No matter what you look
like."
"I know, you, too."
"Me, too? Oh, you mean my
Keyness? Can you see that?"
"Nah, not anymore, but you used to
sort of have a green glow-y sort of aura about you."
"Hm…I forgot some of you demon types
could tell that," she said, grinning.
"Come back soon, Dawn,
okay?"
"With your cooking, you betcha," she
said, leaning over to give him a kiss on the cheek through the car
window.
She waved and walked back to the
house.
Dawn cleared her throat, as she walked
in, just in case.
"Buffy? William? Think I’d better get
headed back, too."
"So soon? We were hoping you’d stay at
least through lunchtime. We wanted to show you the trails around
here and the views of the desert in the distance. From the lookout
point up on the ridge, we can see over 100 miles away," Buffy
said.
"I’d love to, really I would, but I
told Dr. John I’d pick him up at the airport around 1:00pm, so that
gives me only 2 hours to get there, and you never know with the
traffic."
"Was he at another conference?" Buffy
asked.
"Not exactly, training seminar. He
asked me to go with, but I told him maybe next time, if I didn’t
have a previous engagement," she said smiling.
"Or if you don’t have your studies,"
Buffy said.
"That’s right," William
added.
"Thanks mom and dad, I’ll keep it in
mind," she said, laughing.
August 27, 2008
Wednesday
1:00pm
"William Worthington, Elizabeth
Worthington," Dr. Emily Strayn’s receptionist called.
William’s mouth was dry, and he
trembled a bit as he stood up.
"Are you okay?"
"Not really. I hate this, I don’t know
why I have to do this," he part whined, part hissed at
her.
"Come on, I told you why, plus there’s
that thing I need," she said, winking at him.
She had brought up the idea during sex
one night, when he was messing with a condom. She’d told him that
she could go on The Pill, after explaining what it was, then told
him that he should actually have an exam and get up to date on all
immunizations, after also explaining what those were. She told him
that the school expected all its employees to be in compliance with
State of California Health Department regulations regarding working
at schools, even if there were no direct contact with students. He’d
asked why it couldn’t be verified that he’d had those when he was a
boy back in London, but she’d told him that naturalized citizens
were required to take those, given in this country. Furthermore,
even if he had, there was no way they could find out from the Health
Department of Sunnydale, since it no longer existed. Luckily, he
didn’t ask why the state itself didn’t have a record. Thank goodness
he wasn’t that computer savvy yet.
So, her argument was, if she could go
on The Pill everyday, he could have a couple of little shots that
would protect him.
Next, Buffy had called the doctor and
explained to her that William had suffered memory loss, so he
couldn’t say if he’d ever had any type of vaccinations, but that
from what she knew of his family, they had been of a religion that
forbid it. Now that he was going to be working around children, it
was necessary for him to be protected, as well as them. She asked
the doctor not to bring this up to him.
"If I had a different job, I wouldn’t
have to be doing this," he said, as they started toward the nurse,
who stood holding the door for them.
"There’s nothing to be afraid of," she
reassured him, but she knew he was terrified of doctors and needles
from the ordeal he’d been through. Not to mention, who knew what
kind of doctors they’d had back in the 1800’s and what William’s
experience had been with them!
Dr. Emily Strayn was a small woman, in
her late 30’s with soft, loose reddish-blonde curls that fell into
her face frequently as she talked to them.
"Well, Elizabeth, since you were here
last March for your pap, I can just give you a prescription for The
Pill," she’d told her. They had discussed the various kinds and
settled on what they thought would be most effective. William had
been embarrassed beyond measure when matters of a sexual nature
between them had been brought up, but he’d been concerned as well,
when the doctor had listed the possible side effects.
"You don’t have to go on The Pill,
Elizabeth," he’d said, "I’m fine with…"
"No, it’s alright, we’ll give it a try
and if I have any side effects I’ll stop, okay?"
Reluctantly he’d agreed, but with
reservations.
"So, William," the doctor turned to
him, "you’re here for an exam and for vaccinations,
right?"
He nodded, a pained expression on his
face.
"Elizabeth, how about if you step out
for a few minutes while I conduct the exam, then you can come back
in when I’m ready to give him the vaccinations."
"Okay," she said, "okay with
you?"
William nodded.
"So," said the doctor, "your family
belonged to the Church of Christian Scientists?"
"No, Church of England!" he said,
looking at her funny.
Buffy took her seat in the waiting
room until the nurse came to get her about 10 minutes later.
"Well, William is in fine health, his
blood pressure is good, heart sounds fine, all systems are go," Dr.
Strayn told her, "I told William we should do a blood test, but he
doesn’t seem to like that idea too much. Since there’s no real cause
for it, we’ll let it go for now, but I would like to do one just to
have a base line next time you come in, okay? Good. Now for the
shots."
William grimaced.
"Nothing to worry about, it won’t hurt
but for a second," she said, readying the injections.
Buffy stood behind him, her hand on
his shoulder lightly, while the doctor swabbed his arm. She also did
a T.B. test, and gave him an oral polio vaccine.
"All done, see that wasn’t so bad?"
the doctor said.
"Just glad that’s over with!" William
said.
"Well, actually, you’ll need to come
back a couple of more times to complete the series."
"Great, just great," he
mumbled.
"You didn’t tell me I’d have to go
back 2 more times," he said, accusingly when they got into the
car.
"I’m sorry, I didn’t know.
Really."
He just grumbled back at her, not
really believing her.
The doctor had warned of any adverse
side effects, causing William to needlessly worry, but except for a
mild fever and feeling a bit like he was coming down with a cold the
next day, he was fine.
September 2, 2008 - Labor
Day
Monday
10:00pm
"William, you’re making me crazy,
please come to bed."
"I’m sorry. I just wanted to check
everything out again. What if something happens tomorrow and I don’t
know how to fix it? What if something breaks? Where are those new
shoes again?"
Buffy sighed, he’d been like this for
the past couple of days, but today she’d almost wanted to tie him to
a chair, just so he’d stop pacing about.
"Nothing is going to break tomorrow.
Marilyn’s husband, who’s done some of the work before for Mrs. C.,
is going to take you around and show you the ropes, which by the
way, you pretty much know by now, since you and Clem have been over
there at least 3 or 4 times. Tomorrow will be mainly introductions
and a little light work, along with mostly instructions," Buffy
explained for the umpteenth time, a little less patiently than the
other ‘teenth times.
"I know, you’ve told me that, I just
want to be prepared."
"William, no matter what you do,
something totally unexpected could happen, but probably won’t. All
I’m saying is that there are no guarantees. You’re as prepared as
anyone in your position could be and then some. Really, you are.
You’ll be fine," she said, coming up to him and stopping him from
pacing, "you will. I believe you’re going to do fine."
He bent down to kiss her, "Thanks, I
just worry, is all."
"Time to stop worrying and come to
bed."
"Okay. Wait, where are my
shoes?"
Buffy had explained to him that he
would probably get his good shoes dirty and even green, if he mowed.
He had wanted to get a pair of old, used ones at the resale shop in
town, but she thought that was probably unhygienic. They’d
compromised, getting him a pair of cheap ones at the dollar store,
which in his mind, still constituted way too much at $10.00. Same
with work clothes. They’d gone to Wal-Mart in San Marcos, near the
university to get him some other jeans and shirts for work, getting
some stuff for herself in the process. She really didn’t mind; mall
shopping was only a treat she had indulged in once or twice a year
since moving to Julian, consumerism being low on her priority
list.
Buffy figured if anyone could make
short shrift of this job, it would be William, with all his
preparations and then some.
He’d had Buffy install the Typing
Tutor program on the computer the day Dawn had left, and had been
putting in at least 2-3 hours a day, for the past two weeks. He’d
told her he was up to an accuracy rate of 40-45 words per minute,
which was probably as good as she typed. He’d gone to the website
and tested out of the first 8 of 10 tests. Now he only had a couple
of more to complete, before being able to get his completion
certificate, which they’d also found out, would be equal to 3 credit
hours of college credit, should he ever take the certificate to a
college and pay for them, as they had an agreement with the
University of California. Or they could just be considered an adult
education course. In any case, he’d applied himself religiously to
the training and now was quite comfortable using all 10 fingers.
Rather, 8 fingers and two thumbs.
William had called Xander to thank him
the same day, and now frequently I.M.’d him online, now that he
could type quickly. He raved about the Typing Tutor to Xander, who
was a lot faster than William had been initially, but still didn’t
quite have the skills to use all 10 fingers. They also talked about
programs for kids Alex’s age. Xander said he’d check into it, but
William already had ideas in mind for their Christmas
gifts.
Buffy began to feel almost like those
wives did, whose husbands spent hours watching sports, "I’m an
Internet widow," she mumbled one night, but not loud enough for him
to hear, or he’d surely remind her that she had to be really
married in order to be a widow. Besides, she’d already felt a widow
of sorts for too many years, so no matter what their ‘real’
status was, she already had the wounds that had gone with having
experienced ‘widowhood’ or ‘significant other-hood,’
as it were.
In any case, she didn’t usually have
to ask him twice to come join her in the real world. He was always
attentive to her feelings in that way.
September 3, 2008
Tuesday
6:30am
"Coffee’s done," William called from
the kitchen.
"Thanks, be right there," Buffy yelled
back, then stopped, as he walked into the bathroom with her cup.
"Here you are, "he said, handing her
the coffee, "almost ready?"
"Not really, still have to do my
makeup and set my hair. Relax William, we have plenty of time, it
only takes 15 minutes to get there and we don’t have to be there for
another hour and a half," she reminded him.
"We should get there early," he
mumbled.
"We won’t get there at all, if you
don’t leave me alone to finish," she said, then smiled at him; "I’ll
be out in about 20 minutes, okay?"
"I’ll go get breakfast started. You
want anything special?"
"Whatever you feel like fixing. A bowl
of cereal works, too. Don’t forget to pack lunches."
"That’s right," he said, slapping his
forehead and hurrying off.
She shook her head; she’d be so glad
after these first day jitters of his were over with!
"Well, here we are," Buffy said,
looking down at her watch, it was 7:45am. School didn’t officially
start until 9, but some of the All Day children were already in
their room, and the other teachers were beginning to
arrive.
Buffy parked the car, just in time to
see Marilyn and her husband arrive at the same time, but in separate
cars.
"That’s Joe," Buffy told
William.
William nodded and got out of the car,
coming around to Buffy’s side.
"Hi, Marilyn. You remember William,
don’t you?
Marilyn was the combined Preschool and
Kindergarten teacher, "Hi William, nice to see you again, this is
Joe," she said, as her husband walked up.
"Joe, this is William, he’s
Elizabeth’s husband and our newest employee; the one you’re going to
be training.
"Great, nice to meet you," Joe said,
extending his hand, which William took.
"Well guys, we’ll see you in about two
hours, down in the basement for the
back-to-school convocation.
Buffy stood by the classroom door,
greeting her students, receiving hugs and excited "Mrs. W.’s!" as
they filed in. Her class, Upper Elementary, was a combination of
4th, 5th, and for the first time this year, 6th graders. The 5th and
6th grade students had just moved up, and she knew most of the 4th
grade students as well, as the Lower Elementary classroom of 1st,
2nd, and 3rd graders was in the room across the hall.
Since it was a small school, they
frequently did things together, so Buffy basically knew all the
students from Preschool on up. There was only one new student in her
class this year, which had transferred from a parochial school, when
her family moved to the area.
The kids all got their little rug
squares, called sit-upons and brought them up to the front of the
room, where Buffy and her teaching assistant, Lily Doler, Mrs. D.,
to the kids, talked about the new school year with them. They went
over where the students would get their morning work from, where to
put their folders, and other things that they would be doing this
year. Field trips and a possible overnighter to a campground up in
Big Bear were also discussed.
They all went downstairs around
10:00am for the convocation and for introductions.
Buffy’s class filed in and took a seat
on the floor, while the teachers sat next to them in chairs along
the sides of the room. Buffy looked around and spotted William, Joe,
and the Susan, the secretary in the back of the room. She waved at
him and he waved back.
Mrs. Carpello welcomed everyone to the
new school year of 2008-2009 and had each of the teachers come up as
she introduced them. She then asked William to come up to the
stage.
"This is Mr. William Worthington, our
Upper Elementary teacher Elizabeth Worthington’s husband," she said,
ignoring the gasps of some of the older children, "he’s going to be
doing our outside work for us, as well as helping with our indoor
projects this year. Everyone say hello to Mr. W.!"
"Hello Mr. W., Hi Mr. W.," said the
multitude of kids and adults, in a cacophony of sound.
He smiled shyly and waved to the
kids.
Buffy was grateful that Mrs. Carpello
didn’t ask William to speak, or invite questions from the children,
as who knew what they might ask him, putting him on the spot. They
walked off the stage together.
"You did good," Buffy said.
"I didn’t really do anything," he
replied.
She laughed, "I’ll see you down here
for lunch around noon."
He took the watch fob she’d given him
out of his pocket and opened it up to check the time; it read 10:30,
"Got it," he smiled at her and walked off to join Joe in the back of
the room.
As soon as she got back to her room,
the kids all started to ask her about William, about how long she’d
been married to him, when she’d gotten married to him,
etc.
"Mrs. W.," Sally said, "You told us
that your husband had died, is this a new one?"
She sighed. She should have known
these bright kids were not going to let anything slip by
them.
"Okay, come and sit down and I’ll
explain. But this will be the one and only time we’re going to
discuss this, understand?"
They all nodded their heads. When they
had all taken their seats on the floor before her, she sat down,
facing them and began to tell them about how Sunnydale was destroyed
in an earthquake, and how unknown to her, William had survived, but
had lost his memory. She answered their questions for another 15
minutes, then directed them to their work for the
morning.
William stood by the cafeteria door,
unsure of what he should do, when Buffy came in with her class.
She motioned for him to follow her and
they filed into line after the students.
"I’ve got our lunches," he reminded
her.
"I know, just want to make sure the
kids are taken care of, then we can sit. Do you want a cold drink or
some coffee?"
"I’ve got some juice for us, but
coffee would be good."
"Me, too."
After the kids had taken their seats,
her and William found a seat with the other teachers.
"So, William, how did it go? Did Joe
get you all set up?" Marilyn asked.
"Yes, he was quite helpful in showing
me where everything was, and assisting me in setting up a daily and
weekly task schedule. Tomorrow he’s going to show me what needs to
be done inside.
"Good, good," Marilyn said.
The other teachers made small talk
with him, politely asking him where he was from and when he had
moved, until he finally had to say that he didn’t know all the
answers, because of his memory loss problem.
They apologized, but he told them it
was alright, that he was getting used to answering questions. Buffy
looked at him, wondering about his statement, but also feeling very
proud of how well he seemed to be handling himself.
"Let’s get out of here," Buffy
whispered to William, "lunch is almost over, I’ll walk you over to
the library."
Buffy and William walked out to the
playground through a side door, where Buffy told Mrs. D., that she
should take the children back to the classroom and that she’d meet
them all there. Her and William then went across the
street.
"I’m sorry about that," she
said.
"About what? The questions? It’s
alright. I already told Joe about my memory problem this morning, so
it’s not a big deal," he said, amiably. "I mean, it seems strange to
tell this to people I’ve only just met, but I’m getting rather used
to it, seeing as it’s a part of who am. It doesn’t quite seem so
‘terrible’ as it did…does it?"
As they walked into the library, Buffy
pulled him into a closed meeting room, and quickly closed the door,
flinging herself into his arms and kissed him hard, "Have I told you
I love you today? How proud I am of you? Of course it’s not
‘terrible.’ You’re nothing, if not brave, to go through all this, to
have…"
He kissed her back, silencing her;
"I’m only ‘brave’ about it all because of you, Elizabeth; because
you found me, because you love me," he whispered to
her.
For the next few minutes they kissed,
their hands caressing each other softly, careful not to stir fires
that they wouldn’t exactly be able to put out in the middle of their
day.
Finally they broke apart and snuck out
of the meeting room, "See you in a few hours," Buffy told
him.
"I’ll be here!" he smiled, and
adjusting himself, went into the main part of the
library.
END CHAPTER 105
CONT. CH. 106 -
110
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