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CHAPTER 51 –
WILLINGNESS TO LEARN
His
world was small.
William
didn’t really wander from the cabin, except to the deck for meals,
to the swing for ice cream, and even once
to the little store, in the company of Buffy, of
course.
Putting
aside the Victorian mind-set of cleaning and cooking is women’s
work; he would help clean up the cabin, when it was needed. It
actually wasn’t so difficult, since after his mother had become
mostly disabled, and help dismissed when money had grown tight, he
had taken on that responsibility, much to his brother’s merciless
teasing.
Dawn
had shown him how to cook hamburgers and steaks on the deck’s grill,
which he took to, saying it was much like cooking over old coal
fueled stoves if one had only lifted the cover off of the burners
and replaced it with a grill.
During
the day, he would voraciously read the books that Willow had brought
him on inventions. When he had further inquiries about a particular
subject that they didn’t know the answer to, Dawn showed him how to
use the Internet to research the subject.
Buffy
was amazed by his willingness to learn the computer. He seemed to
have less fear of it than she initially had. Fear of the real world
outside the cabin, yes. Fear of the world as to be found on the
Internet, no.
But
Buffy feared it, feared the Internet and all that unbridled
knowledge would present more questions for William than it would
answer, than she could, or was willing to. She was afraid that he
would find out things, without her explanation, that he’d be scared
or hurt by what he found. Her head hurt with the loop her brain had
taken. She’d wished that were the one thing that he hadn’t been
introduced to. Not yet. Privately, she warned Dawn not to tell him
too much about the capabilities of the Internet. Not now. Let him
just think it was one giant encyclopedia, a giant library, but not
the rest.
William
found television spellbinding. At a distance he’d seen it in the
common room at the hospital, but had been too depressed and too
scared to give it much thought. But now, after learning all about
it, he couldn’t get enough, to Buffy’s
consternation.
He
especially liked watching The History Channel, Animal Planet,
Discovery, and Disney cartoons.
"Have
we warned you that television is addictive?" Elizabeth asked him, as
she flopped next to him on the couch one
afternoon.
"Huh?
What?" he asked her, still staring at the idiot
box.
She
sighed, "Liked you better before you discovered this, " she
muttered.
He
picked up the remote and turned it off, "I’m sorry, it’s just all
so…fascinating to me. Guess I can see why it’s addictive. It’s
so…entertaining and educational!"
"Yeah,
Passions, real educational," she snorted.
"What?"
"Oh,
nothing," she sighed. He hadn’t been re-introduced to that, yet. She
wondered if he’d still go for it. She half-smiled, remembering Spike
and her mom discussing the finer points of the
show.
"Elizabeth, nothing on these channels can even come
close to how I feel when I look at you, talk to you," he said,
facing her and taking her hands, "you know that, don’t you?" he
asked her with all sincerity in the depths of his blue
eyes.
"I do
now," she told him softly.
She
leaned over to kiss him. "I didn’t ask," she said, pulling back and
looking at him with a sly grin.
"I’m
glad," he said, smiling at their private joke.
Later
that day, Willow and Dawn came back from town with rolls full of
coins and bills. "Time to learn about money, William," Dawn had told
him.
It was
very frustrating for him, trying to convert in his head the money of
the realm that he’d been used to. Then hearing Willow tell him that
almost most of that money he’d commonly remembered using, farthings,
ha’pennies, thruppence half crowns, guineas (for special occasions
and payments), shillings, sovereigns, florins, and a score of other
coins and paper money didn’t even exist anymore.
Willow
explained that in 1971, so she’d heard, Great Britain had gone to
the decimal system, which is why there was a new money system. She
didn’t ask why he would only remember the old system, which, when
stopped to think about it, would have rather proved that he was more
than just an expert in ‘all things Victorian,’ but rather had been a
living, breathing member of it, too. But she didn’t ask, and William
didn’t question her not asking.
Then
there was the amount of money that things cost that really shocked
him. For example, a cup of coffee at Starbuck’s for $2.50 USD, equal
to 1.63GBP
"A
day’s pay," he muttered.
"What’s
that?" Willow asked.
"Um,
nothing. Just that I, I mean those back in the late 1870’s, early
1880’s who worked as law clerks or English professors might only
make that much a day," he said, "based on a six day work
week."
She
nodded. "They make a heck of a lot more now. Lawyers, or solicitors
as you know them by, make probably $200 an hour in this country.
Some a little less. Probably less in England. Professors always made
a lot less than lawyers did.
He just
looked at her, his mouth hanging open.
"But
things cost so much more now, too, William," said Dawn, trying to
explain, "so it’s probably proportional to the extra amount of money
one makes."
"I
don’t think so Dawn, some costs of things are hugely
disproportionate to what their real value is. There’s been times
that even though bread should have been 5 cents in the old days,"
she said, glancing toward William, "it would be the equivalent of
half a week’s pay. It happened like that with lots of things,
depending on weird things like politics, wars, weather, I don’t know
all of it, just weird economics!"
"In any
case, William," said Buffy, "it’s a good thing for you to have
knowledge of, even if you only ‘remember’ an archaic system of
money, weights and measures."
"They’ve changed weights and measures, too?" he asked
alarmed.
Buffy
shrugged, looking at Willow.
"Well,
it’s the same here as it was there with pounds, ounces, etc. In
England they’ve finally converted over to Kilos, Grams, etc. in
keeping with the rest of Europe. The rest of Europe, well about 9
countries all converted to the Euro as their money in the late
1990’s, or early 2000, somewhere around there."
"You
mean there’s no more Francs? Lira? Deutchmarks?" William
asked.
"Nope,
only Euros. Guess it was to have a stronger, united currency against
the dollar and the Yen. Japanese."
"Japanese? Japan?"
"Yeah,
they’ve kind of westernized a lot since after World War II, when the
US bombed the crap out of them. Well, after they bombed Hawaii. Oh,
but back to what I was saying, the British love their pounds, so
they’re not on the Euro. Yet."
William
thought his head was possibly going to implode.
Buffy
looked over at him, "Why don’t you try this money stuff later?
You’ll probably just have to get used to handling it and using it,
and not thinking in terms of conversions. Just take it for what it’s
worth. In 2008."
He
looked at her with a lost expression and she felt bad for
him.
William
took her advice and went to take a nap. Afterward, he had
recuperated from the onslaught of T.M.I. (too much information) and
practiced playing store with Dawn, using paper and coins for his
pretend transactions.
Buffy
and Willow tried not to laugh, when Dawn, in all seriousness, told
him that a roll of toilet paper would cost him $300.00.
"You
should have seen your face," Dawn said, teasing,
afterward.
"Well,
it’s expensive enough as it is! But wouldn’t surprise me if you
Yanks thought $300.00 was a fair price to have soft paper in which
to wipe your bums!" he said with as much dignity as he
could.
The
girls all were wiping their eyes, and eventually, William laughed,
too.
Elizabeth would have stopped the silliness in a
heartbeat, if she felt that he was taking the joke too personally,
if it was hurting his feelings. Luckily that wasn’t the
case.
That
evening, before it closed, and with Elizabeth at his side, he went
into the little store, ordered ice cream for them all, and used the
correct amount of money, $7.00 to pay for their 4, single-dip
cones.
"More
than a week’s pay," he grumbled, as he licked his Mackinaw Island
Fudge ice cream cone.
"You
have to get over it," Elizabeth said.
He just
grumbled some more, somewhat curmudgeon-like, and she had to grin,
while patting him on the back.
"I’ll
never understand these prices, even if I understand how to use the
money."
"You’re
probably not alone in that William, you’re probably not alone."
END
CHAPTER 51
CHAPTER 52 - KEEPING THE NIGHTMARES AT
BAY
If the
days were for learning, being with Dawn and Willow, then the nights
and mornings were theirs alone.
Lying
together, kissing, holding, passions enflamed, but not yet quenched.
This was when Buffy wished that time would stand still for them,
when there was no loneliness, no worries. And it was the time when
William didn’t care what century he thought he was from, or
was from, what century he was now in, as long as it included
Elizabeth with him, in his arms. Keeping the nightmares at
bay.
Although far less than they had been in the
beginning, Buffy would still awake to hear William crying out in his
sleep. She would shake him awake, or hug him tighter, kiss him.
Anything to bring him out of his nightmares. She couldn’t take
having him suffer anymore than she could take all the suffering
Spike had been through. She wondered did he ever dream Spike’s
nightmares? Did some part of his subconscious still hold Spike’s
memories and horrors, or were these just William’s own? Sometimes
she thought they might be one and the same, as she thought she’d
hear a word here, a word or phrase there that would seem hauntingly
familiar to her. Or almost stop her heart.
"Burning, burning, the fire….burns…kinda stings,"
were the words that had almost stopped her heart last night as he
called them out.
William
wasn’t the only one who still had nightmares. He would also awaken
sometimes to look at her, only to be dismayed by tears streaming
down her face in her sleep, the look on her face one of pure grief,
as if she had just lost her world. And he would feel an enormous
sense of guilt. Her pain was palpable, and he knew that somehow, he
had been the cause of it. He had left her and it had caused her
pain. How could I have ever left you? He’d ask
himself.
"It’s
alright, Elizabeth," he would murmur to her, in her sleep, as he
would gently wipe and kiss her tears away, "I’m here, I won’t ever
leave you again," he would promise her, soothing her back to sleep.
On the
morning of the 16th of June, Buffy’s cell phone rang. She
had awoken in William’s arms, to the sound of it coming from the
living room. Quietly untangling herself from him, she went out to
answer it. She opened it up, as she walked toward the
kitchen.
"Hello?"
"Elizabeth? This is Dr. Turner."
"Oh,
hi! How are you?"
"I’m
fine. Listen, the reason I’m calling you is to tell you that Dr.
Polydefkis was found dead in an elevator shaft yesterday. He’d
apparently been trying to leave the building after the electricity
had gone out, during the storm, right after you and William left.
Guess they’d shut down all the elevators and he didn’t
know."
Buffy’s
heart was pounding, but she was glad. She hated herself, but she was
glad, glad he was dead, glad he wouldn’t be able to ever get
anywhere near William again.
"I
see," she said.
"There’s more…"
"The
plane crash?" Buffy asked, interrupting.
"Yes,
how did you know?"
"The
newspaper carried a UP press release. Willow saw it
yesterday.
"Do you
remember how I had switched the rooms of William and Mark Mason, so
that if Dr. Polydefkis came by, he wouldn’t know where to find him?
Well, strangely enough, they took Mark Mason, anyway. I don’t
understand why they did that."
"Maybe
they also wanted him," she said, not wanting to explain that Willow
was a witch who cast a spell, so that anybody seeing him would think
it was William. Sure, that would work.
"Not
likely," he said. "How’s William doing? And you?" he asked, changing
the subject.
"William is doing much better, he’s been reading some
books on inventions that Willow bought him. Believe it or not, he’s
even been using the Internet, and he’s discovered the
television."
"Really? That’s great! I knew that in the right
atmosphere he’d come around. Just don’t want to let him overdo it
all. It might overwhelm him and make him withdraw, again. What about
his memory? Has he started to get that back?"
"No…not
yet."
"I see.
But he’s coping?"
"I
guess so…it’s just that, well, he doesn’t seem to want to leave the
cabin. Guess he feels safe inside. I mean, he’s been out on the
deck, but hasn’t even gone down to the beach. I think he’s scared.
He sticks very close to me. Not that I mind. Not at all!" she
emphasized.
Dr.
Turner who had been taking some notes, nodded, "I think that’s to be
expected. He’s probably very dependent right now on you, on all of
you. He’s been through a lot."
If only
he knew!
"I’m
encouraged though, by his interest in the books and the world around
him, that’s a very good sign. You may just have to push him to walk
out into the world a bit. Encourage him to be as independent from
you as possible."
"What
do you mean?" she asked, bristling, a bit.
"It’s a
common occurrence, when somebody has lost their memory, or has
become incapacitated in one way or another, for that person to
become very, very dependent on their caretaker."
"I’m
not his caretaker! I’m his…wife," she said, once again falling into
the comfortable lie.
"Well,
you’re still his caretaker. And while that’s probably a role you’re
enjoying, especially since he’s been gone from you for so long, in
the long run, it’s not very healthy for either of you."
"So,
what? I should just push him away, then?" she asked, a bit icily.
She’d done that for too many years in the past, until finally, it
had been too late. She’d be damned if she’d do that again, no matter
what any doctor said.
"Of
course not. Just give him gentle little prods in the right
direction. Make him do some things by himself. Let him stand on his
own two feet."
She was
silent, thinking about what he’d said, but also about the threat
that was also still present.
"What
about you?" he asked.
"Me?"
"How
are YOU doing?"
"I’m
fine. Really, I’m just so…happy that he’s here. With me," she wanted
to say ‘safe,’ but didn’t know if that was
accurate.
"Good,
just give it all time, and don’t forget to get back to your own
life, too, by the way. When are you going back to
California?"
"I…I’m
not sure. In a couple of weeks, I guess."
"Well,
let me know. And don’t forget you can call me anytime or email. So
can William. In fact, have him do that. I’d like to hear from him,
okay?"
"Sure,
I will. Thanks for calling and letting me know about Dr.
Polydefkis."
"You’re
welcome. I figured you’d be relieved to hear
that."
"I
am."
"Good-bye, Elizabeth," he said, hanging up. He
scratched his head pondering all the very strange occurrences that
had happened around William Worthington.
END
CHAPTER 52
CHAPTER 53 - HELL, HE'D FOLLOW HER
ANYWHERE!
Willow
came out of her bedroom, "Who was that?" she asked, stretching her
arms above her head.
"Dr.
Turner. He called to tell me that Dr. Polydefkis is dead. He fell
down the elevator shaft after we left that evening. Guess the power
was out and...I hate to say this, but I'm glad. From what I know of
him, I'm...just glad is all. Glad he won't be able to hurt anybody
else."
Willow
shuddered thinking of the gross things he had talked to her about,
all the while trying to hit on her.
"I
can't generate much sympathy for him, either, I'm
afraid."
Buffy
poured her and Willow a cup of coffee.
"Hold
that coffee, I'll be right back," she said, slipping into the
bathroom.
"Hey,
that's not fair," Buffy said, "I was up first."
She
heard Willow laugh behind the closed door.
After
they'd both used the restroom, they took their coffees outside to
the deck.
"Pretty
here. Peaceful," Buffy said, looking at the
lake.
"Yeah,
I really am enjoying this. Especially after the other
night!"
"Yeah."
"Listen, Buffy, there's a couple of things I need to
talk to you about. First thing is that I need you to get William out
of the house for a couple of hours, so I can concentrate on some
spells I need to do."
"Okay,
I was thinking of taking him to the beach. I think he can handle
that now. He seems to be coming out of his shell quite a bit. He was
sort of on a roll there yesterday, wasn't he?"
"He
was. Had me in stitches with the toilet paper comment," she
laughed.
"Yeah,
pretty good sense of humor for an 'uptight Victorian,' wouldn't you
say?"
"Well,
a long time ago you said it would be, 'Nice to go out with someone
who didn't remember the Industrial Revolution,' didn't
you?"
Buffy
rolled her eyes, "I remember, and boy is this a classic case of be
careful what you wish for, if I ever heard one."
Willow
laughed, "You're not kidding."
They
looked at each other and cracked up.
"Besides, he's not that uptight," Buffy said, with a
bit of a smirk that reminded Willow of Spike.
"I'll
leave that for you to decide. Not going to touch that with a ten
foot pole," Willow answered, suddenly aware of the possible double
entendre.
Buffy
just grinned.
"Okay,
new subject. The second thing is have you thought how we're going to
get William across the country? Back to
California?"
Buffy
was glad to hear the word; 'we're,' instead of, 'you.' "I don't
know. I probably should have been giving more thought to it, but
I've just wanted to make sure William was alright, you know? Then
I've been just sort of enjoying being here. With him. With you guys.
Guess I haven't really put too much thought into
it."
"Well,
we could fly, but that probably won't work."
"I
don't think so. I just can't see him being able to not freak
out."
"Train?"
"That's
a thought. Is there one that goes all the way?"
"Think
there's one that goes all the way from Chicago to Los
Angeles."
"I
don't know if I can subject him to going into Chicago. For
one thing, it's way too large for him to handle, and second thing,
the memories. I mean, Chicago is a wonderful city, and I'll always
remember it for having found Spike there," she put her hand,
unconsciously up to her heart, "but it's also where it almost took
him away from me. Where he was lost and afraid."
"There's probably other cities that a cross-country
train goes across-country from."
"Yeah,
but I bet anything that is from anywhere near here, still feeds into
the Chicago station. Seems my mom was once looking up this stuff,
when she thought that maybe I'd live with a relative in the Chicago
suburbs while attending Northwestern University," she said, laughing
at the impossibility that scenario had presented. "Never even
thought to look them up, when I was there with
Dawn."
"You
were kind of busy," Willow said.
"Yeah,
looking and talking to every homeless person, every shelter for 5
days. Going through boxes at a museum, visiting dead professor's
apartments. Though we did manage to do a little shopping. At
Marshall Field's no less. And some other
places."
"Cool."
"Very.
Just have a wicked shoe craving I have to satisfy
sometimes."
"Try
the gum, in case the patch doesn't work."
"Neither worked. I tried."
"I
see."
They
sat quietly drinking their coffee for a while.
"We can
drive," Willow suggested.
"Don't
have a car."
"Rent
one?"
"Maybe.
Sort of confined for such a long trip, though."
"What
about a camper?"
"What?
Like a Winnebago?"
"That
name cracks me up. Yeah, one of those. They have bedrooms, stereo
and TV’s, music, showers, kitchens, all the comforts of home. All we
have to do is to find a campground every night! It could be
fun."
"Yeah,
it just might be. Give William a chance to see the country. Heck,
give us a chance to see the country," Buffy
said.
"Road
trip, then?"
"Yeah,
road trip!" Buffy agreed.
"Wait.
Who's going to drive it?" Buffy asked, "I'm not the best driver in
the world, but what I do drive is a small Subaru. I can't see
driving a Winnebago."
"Me
either. Dawn?"
"I
don't think so."
"We
could all take a turn, couldn't we?" Willow
asked.
"Yeah,
Buffy, Dawn, you, and William, too."
"Might
be interesting."
"Might
be dead."
"Probably you and William wouldn't have to worry
about that. Dawn neither. Probably you'd all come back. Hmm, I
should worry, though."
"Yeah,"
Buffy agreed, "you probably would be the one who'd be
dead-dead."
"So, if
we're not comfortable with driving a honkin' big RV, who can we
call? Um, ask to drive for us?"
"Rent-a-driver?"
"Really?"
"I
don't think so. Maybe," Buffy said, pondering the
possibility.
"Hey,
hey! What about Bernie? He is a driver! Maybe he'd be able to take
some time off and drive the thing!"
Buffy
thought about that for a while, "That's not too bad an idea, Will.
Except for one thing, I don't know if he'd really want to leave home
and drive cross country with us, and the second thing is that I
don't know if it's fair to mix him up in all that is us, if you know
what I mean."
"I know
what you mean, but he was already mixed up with it, when he started
taking you and Dawn around looking for Spike, being the get-a-way
car, etc."
"Yeah,
but that was different. And he was a blessing to us, but our lives,
even if momentarily they're not being overrun by the supernatural,
there's always that chance. I've never wanted to involve innocent
people more than I've had to. Let me think about it for a few days,
okay?"
"Okay,
but that's what I wanted to tell you. You don't have to worry about
protecting William from supernatural interference. I've already cast
the supernatural protection spell over you and William. Over Dawn,
too. Now all I have to do is take care of the forgetting spell, so
that non-supernatural beings can't find you, either. And erasing the
paper trail; that stuff."
"When
did you do the protection spell?"
"The
other night, after you and William were asleep, I came in, sprinkled
sand around you both, making sure you were within a circle and cast
the protection spell. Easy. Same with Dawn. She’s a
bonus."
"Really? That's great," she said, but glad that
Willow hadn't come in when her and very un-uptight William
had been 'engaged.'
"I knew
you guys were asleep, don't worry. I'm not a peeping Tom or Tamara."
she said, reading Buffy's mind.
"I
know. I’d wondered where the sand had come from, since the only sand
either of us could have brought into the bedroom, was on our
shoes."
"Now
you know," Willow said, smiling. "I know I said I wasn't a peeping
Tom or Tamara, but I did notice how happy you guys seemed, even as
you were sleeping. You both seemed happy and content, snug as a
bugs..."
"I am.
Spike, um, William seems like he is, too. When we're together like
that, and I don't even mean that I feel so, I can't
even put it into words, only that I never again want to spend
another night without his arms around me. Ever."
Willow
smiled, "That's great, Buffy. That's really great. I'm so happy for
you. And you deserve it, you both do."
"I
agree," she said.
Buffy
sipped her coffee, lost in thought for a few
minutes.
"How
long will the protection spell last?" Buffy asked,
finally.
"As
long as..." she stopped, catching herself, "I'd say it's good for a
couple of years, at least."
"Oh.
Like an expiration date or something?"
"Sort
of."
"Then
you can do another one?" she asked hopefully.
"I
don't know. Probably. Sure. I don't know why not, though I'll have
to get the coven's permission again."
Buffy
thought for a moment. "Why didn't they just allow you to put a
permanent protection spell on Spike, knowing what they know about
how he saved the world? Doesn't that seem a fair
trade?"
Willow
knew she couldn't give the true answer, without revealing what she
was sworn not to reveal. Instead she said, "It does, when you put it
that way, seem like a fair trade. Remember, it's because of Spike's
special sacrifice that they've allowed me to do this at all. It's a
very special and strong magic that will protect him, and you, from
all things supernatural. Maybe it does have to be renewed every
couple of years. Or maybe it's a 'let's reevaluate this again in two
years,' kind of thing. I'm not sure."
Buffy
digested this for a while.
"Hey,
does this mean that I can kick some demon ass, and they can't kick
mine? Like I have an invisible shield or something?" Buffy asked
with a wicked grin.
"Um,
not sure about that, Buffy. Besides, thought you were out of the
demon ass-kicking business."
"Yeah,
just wondering."
"In
case you got into a wicked argument with Clem,
perhaps?"
"You
got it!"
After
breakfast, Buffy and William were cleaning up when she suggested
that he join her on the beach.
"Um, I
don't know. I..." he stammered, red faced.
"What?"
He
didn't reply.
"William," Buffy said, coming up close and putting
her arm around him, "I know that you're not used to seeing so many
women and younger women wearing so little..."
"Well,
I've seen that enough for the last few days, Elizabeth, to be rather
used to it," he countered. Heck, he’d almost stopped gawking with
his mouth open.
"What
then?"
"It's
just that I've...I've never worn so little in public before. At
least I don't remember doing so. You know, me and my false
memories," he said with a wry smile.
"I know
that Dawn and Willow bought me some swimming trunks," he continued.
That's what they're called, right?"
Buffy
nodded.
"But I
don't know how I'll feel walking to the beach in them. I think I'll
feel quite naked. And I don't really know how to swim," he quickly
added.
"Well,"
Buffy said, lightly kissing his ear, before she whispered into it,
"we'll both be almost naked, but socially acceptable for
2008, together. And that was a mouthful, I hope you appreciated
it."
"Not to
mention, a really poor grammatical sentence," he joked, as part of
him was definitely appreciating both the ear kissing, coupled with
the word naked, "Oh, alright. If we must!"
"Woohoo!" she rather squealed, causing his eardrum to
vibrate a bit painfully, "I mean, thank you,
William."
She
danced off to put on her new bikini and he grudgingly went to put on
his new beach attire.
Not
since he could remember being a boy had he worn short pants, and
these were worse still. Way short pants. Well, shorts, except some
weird material that were lighter than the pants he'd been wearing
lately.
"Hummppfff," he said, looking over at what were
referred to as water shoes. He put them on. They felt funny over his
toes. Next, he pulled a towel with a bunch of penguins on an iceberg
out of the bag. He tried to drape it over his shoulders as much as
he could. Wished he had another one for his waist. Wished he just
hadn't agreed to this.
Buffy
knocked on the door.
"Come
in," William said.
She
came in, towel in hand, and he was blindsided by her beauty. And he
might add her almost naked beauty.
"You...you look," he whispered, almost
breathless.
She
smiled, innocently, "Hey, take it easy there, William. It's only a
bikini."
"Uh
huh," he said, nodding, not having taken his eyes from
her.
Finally, he said, "It's nice. Quite
fetching."
She
smiled, broadly then, "I'm glad you like it," she said, walking
toward him. She took the towel away from him and throwing it onto
the bed, she came up and pressed herself to him, and put her face up
to his, she kissed him. His arms went around her and as he hungrily
touched her bare back, pressing himself into her, moaning her
name.
"You
want to make out?"
"Oh,
God, yes!" he answered.
"Good,
then let's go," she laughed and grabbing his towel, put it around
his waist, and pulled a shocked and aroused William toward the door
to the deck.
Hell,
he'd follow her anywhere, he thought to himself.
She
stopped to grab a couple of folding lounge chairs, some floating
things, and the NoAd SunBlock #45, before they went down to the
sand.
"Help
me set up the chairs."
"Okay,"
William replied as he unfolded hers.
She put
the towel over his and he followed suit.
She sat
in front of him between his legs, "Can you put some on my back?" she
asked, giving him the bright blue bottle.
"Alright," he answered, as he squirted some out and
started applying it, rubbing it into her shoulders and arms, and
finally her back. He took his time, enjoying touching
her.
"Thanks," she said when he was finished, "okay, trade
places."
She sat
on her chair, and motioned him to sit on the end. He did, and she
rubbed sunblock on his pale skin. Not as pale as Spike had been, not
as hard and sinewy, but still, very nice. She couldn't believe that
she was sitting outside, in the sun, with Spike. Well, William, to
be exact. She felt moved and scooted up, kissing his back,
forgetting that she had just applied sunblock, "Ick," she said,
wiping her lips, and proceeded to get more sunblock on her mouth,
"Ick, ick!"
"What's
wrong?"
"All
your fault!"
"What's
the matter," William said, in a concerned voice.
"What
the matter is, is that you're so darn kissable, you made me get
sunblock on my lips."
"Oh, I
see. That's my fault?"
She
nodded.
"Well,
only fair, I should take some of the blame then," he said, and
kissed her lips, right there in the sun and in front of God and the
beach populace, "Ick, indeed," he said, smiling at
her.
END
CHAPTER 53
CHAPTER 54 – WILLOW
Dawn had gone
to the store, while inside, Willow had drawn a circle in sand in the
living room. She put into the circle an article of clothing from
each William, Buffy, and Dawn. It was hard to find something that
wouldn't be missed, since they each had so little with them, but
grudgingly rummaging through the dirty laundry. For Buffy and Dawn,
it would have to be underwear, for William a sock. Pants would have
been missed, and nobody, except William was wearing socks. Didn't
really want to touch anybody's underwear, least of all William's.
She was grateful for the sock. At the last minute, she had added
Dawn, since she was also someone who could be harmed in an attempt
to get at either William or Buffy. She hoped the coven wouldn't mind
and that she had enough power for her, too.
"Renenutet, Goddess of Suckling, Goddess of the
Name, Goddess of Protection...I call on thee to protect thy name of
William Worthington, also known as Spike, also known as William the
Bloody, from all those who seek it to harm him. Let his name
disappear from all those memories and sources, so that he may live
in safety and peace. Renenutet, Goddess of Suckling, Goddess of the
Name, Goddess of Protection...I call on thee to protect thy name of
Elizabeth Anne Worthington, also known as Buffy Anne Summers, from
all those who seek it to harm her. Let her name disappear from all
those memories and sources, so that she may live in safety and
peace. Renenutet, Goddess of Suckling, Goddess of the Name, Goddess
of Protection...I call on thee to protect Dawn Summers, also known
as The Key, from all those who seek it to harm her. Let her name
disappear from all those memories and sources, so that she may live
in safety and peace. I beseech thee, I your humble servant, Willow
Rosenberg."
She finished
the spell, by sprinkling a powdery looking pink sand inside the
circle. A plume of smoke, pink at first, then turning to golden
yellow, hovered above the circle, before hurtling through the
screened windows.
Satisfied,
Willow broke the circle with her toe, and vacuumed up the
sand.
She then went
to lie down on her bed in order to regain her strength. She'd need
it for the next thing she had to do!
Buffy had gone
up to the air pump, which was near the store and filled up two
rafts. After she came back down, she pulled William to his feet,
"Time to swim."
"I can't
swim," he told her.
She smiled,
remembering how she'd gotten Spike to almost float, well, couldn't
exactly do that here, could she?
"Come on, play
in the water with me, then," she said, holding up a small, colorful,
foam football.
He
hesitated
"Thought you
wanted to make out," she said, teasingly. She walked away from him,
her hips swaying in a sexy suggestive way.
Follow her
anywhere, might as well be here. He got up and raced past her into
the water.
She was
surprised as he sprinted past her and jumped in after him, diving
under the water and coming up next to him.
"Gotta get
wet," she said, splashing him.
He splashed
her back, then holding his nose, went under.
"Try just
holding your breath," she said to him.
He tried, and
came up sputtering.
"Okay, both of
us together. On the count of three," she said, holding his hands,
"one, two, three!"
They went
under water, facing each other. She could barely make him out in the
water, which was murky from the sand being all kicked up, but she
found his lips and kissed him quickly.
He came up and
took a breath, "I like making out, on land better," he
said.
"Oh, yeah,
come 'ere you," she said, pulling him to slightly deeper
water.
She wrapped
her now, almost weightless legs around him, as he stood and kissed
him.
Um, now this
was nice! He kissed her back, as she gently bounced up and down on
him.
"Could drown
like this," he whispered.
"Would that be
so bad?"
"Not as long
as you're with me. I'm already drowning in you, Elizabeth," he said,
kissing her lips again, as they pressed against each other. Her
thighs tightening around him.
Want her so
much!
"Better stop,
before children get ideas," she said, staring guiltily at some kids
who'd come floating by, staring at the couple.
Reluctantly,
she put her legs down and swam to the shore. She ran up on the
beach, leaving him in the water, looking after her. She came back a
few seconds later, carrying the foam football.
"Can you
catch?"
"Of course,"
he said, huffily, "can you?"
"Of course!"
she swam about 20 yards away from him and threw the ball at him. It
came in short and splashed in front of him, "You throw like a girl,"
he yelled to her.
He picked it
up, examined the strange material, light, sturdy, buoyant and threw
it at her. She missed, as well, "You do, too!" she
teased.
The next few
throws and catches were better and they got into the groove of the
game. After about 15 minutes, they came and sat on their beach
chairs again and sunned themselves, reapplying
lotion.
Inside, Willow
steeled herself for the next and much harder incantation she would
attempt. Once again she made a circle, this time using black sand
the coven had given her. She used chalk to draw a snake like symbol
in the inside of the circle, then she got inside and sat on top of
it.
"Wadjet, also known as Maat-Neferu, Justice is
Perfection, grant me this, oh brave one, send me to the one who
wishes to destroy the happiness of those who have sacrificed to save
this world, I implore thee!"
Her body grew
rigid as her eyes went black, along with her hair, then to white.
Her eyes returned to blue. She stared straight ahead, looking at
something only she could see. Her aura swirled around her body for a
few minutes, then turning into millions of points of light; it
swirled up and exploded into yet more points of light, until there
were billions and billions of them. Then, suddenly, like the plume
of smoke from her last spell, the points of light hurtled themselves
through the window, her aura along with them.
June 16,
2008
City Desk,
Sun-Times
2:30pm
CST
Hey, Rogers,
didn't you have a story on some nutcase who was found in The Field
Museum, then wound up in the nuthouse at The University of Chicago?
Why don't you follow that up?"
"Sure," Rogers
said, as he dialed up the hospital's press releases number, while
looking at his file in the computer.
They claimed
to have never heard of any such patient.
"Hmm," he
mused, dialing the psych department number itself. Gretchen Froesch,
RN, answered the phone, "10 North," she said.
Rogers
explained who he was and what information he was looking for, "Boy,
do I ever have a story for you," she whispered, as she thought back
on William Worthington, and all the meetings, policy changes, and
downright scary events this patient had left in his wake. As she
spoke, an invisible-to-the-eye cloud of pink smoke made it's way to
her desk, hovering over and above her.
"Who are you
again?" she asked.
"Rogers,
David. Sun-Times."
"Oh, I think
you have the wrong department. We've never had anybody like that as
a patient. I'll let you know, if I hear of anything," she said, as
she hung up. She scratched her head, then went back to
work.
"What the...?"
Rogers said, looking up, he saw the screen saver logo for the
Sun-Times bouncing around his computer screen. He tapped the mouse a
couple of times and only saw his desktop's wallpaper.
"What was I
just doing?" he asked himself.
2:30pm
Dr. Turner's
residence.
"Did you talk
to...?"
"Who, did I
talk to who, Catherine?"
"I forgot who
I was going to ask you about? Did you talk to anybody
today?"
"Dr. Turner
thought about it, "I don't believe I did," he said, just as the
number he had dialed, disappeared forever from his phone's record
log.
June 16,
2008
Los
Angeles
1:00pm
PST
Angel had just
finished making numerous calls to all his outside contacts, trying
to come up with some new on William's where-a-bouts.
He had only
this morning learned of the doctor's death, which didn't bother him
in the slightest. He'd been a toady from the beginning. Just a tool
to use. But having found out that the plane, not only had crashed,
but also had been carrying the wrong 'mental patient' to begin with.
How could Dr. Polydefkis have made that sort of
mistake?
An hour ago he
had called some of his contacts in Chicago, trying to trace what had
happened in and around the hospital that night. All he could find
out was that the next morning, the laundry department had come in to
find dozens of pairs of new, brand name shoes, lined up on the
floor.
Now, he had
once again, put in a call to one of his best agents, "So, what did
you find out about William...?" he tapped on the desk with a pencil,
impatiently willing his brain to provide the last name, he'd learned
of a few weeks ago. He never forgot a name.
"What was
that, Angel?"
"What did you
find out about W...?" What the hell? Finally, he yelled, "About
W...Spike?"
"Spike, sir?
Didn't you just call him, Wi...?
"Are you
playing with me, you know, the person I was looking for, the one
who...?"
Angel furrowed
his brow in rage. What was going on?
"I'm sorry,
Angel, you must not have given me a name, I have nothing written
down."
"I know I did,
His name is....he used to go by Sp...?," he finally
said.
"Who?"
Angel slammed
the phone down. Help these days. He pressed the button on the
intercom. Bring me all files beginning with Sp," he
yelled.
"That's right,
Sp. S. and p. Sp!"
A few minutes
later, he spotted what he was looking for, Spike, William, William
the Bloody. Still, the last name didn't appear
anywhere.
All of a
sudden the building began to tremble. At least his office did. He
stood up, and as he did, billions of points of light surrounded him,
coming up underneath his door. He tried to move, but found they
burned him like sunlight, if he got anywhere near them. He waited
until the presence made itself known.
Willow's aura
now coalesced into a whole, at least that's what it felt
like.
"Angel," she
said, using her other worldly voice.
"What do you
want?"
"I'm here to
bring you an order from The Highest Order of the United Coven of
Bath," she said.
"Willow? How
you doing?"
"I'm fine,
Angel," she said.
"That's good.
Always did like you," he lied.
"You, too,"
she lied, as well.
"Back to
business. I'm here to order you to stop trying to interfere in the
life of William Worthington, formerly known as Spike, formerly known
as William the Bloody!"
"Yeah, yeah,
formerly known as Big Bad, now known as Soul-boy, what else you
got?"
"That's about
it, Angel," she replied.
"And why
should I quit trying to find William, Willow? Him and I are pals,
besides, just wanted to see how that shanshu thing is going for him,
protect him, that's all."
"Liar!"
"Well, now
that you mention it," he said, grinning.
"William and
all his names, are protected, as is Buffy. From you and anything
human or supernatural, you may try to throw their way. It is the
wish of the coven for the prophecy to play out in the way it was
intended."
"Hell, Willow,
have you seen William? Wouldn't matter if I keep him under my
protection for two years or if Buffy does. The prophecy will play
out, but not the warm-willy sort of way you seem to hope it will.
I've got all the time in the world, Willow. I'll have a chance at
the shanshu again."
"Why do you
want that anyway, Angel? You seem to be enjoying the power of
Wolfram & Hart at your fingertips. Why want to become human
anyway?"
"I don't
really care about that, I just don't want it to happen to be
William."
"Buffy loves
him, Angel. She really does. Don't you want her to be happy? Isn't
that why you went away?"
"Buffy loved
Spike. Maybe she loved him, I was never quite clear on that, what
with her kissing me and telling me that she was going to go bake for
a while."
"She's baked,
Angel, and her cookies are all for William.
Sorry."
"Willow,
there's just some things you don't understand. I don't care if Buffy
doesn't love me anymore. Hell, I don't even like her, let alone love
her, but I sure as hell don't want...no wait. This is a stupid
argument. Like I said, I've got all the time in the world to wait
and see. But heck, it will only take two years to find
out."
"I'll make you
a bet, Willow. In two years time, William the Bloody, Spike, or
whatever name he chooses to go by will cease to be, no more, nada. I
mean, come on, Willow. I know he called me a poof, but WILLIAM?
Biggest Nancy-boy and bad poet, ever."
Willow sighed,
at least her aura did, "Just remember what I told you. Try to
interfere, which by the way, have I mentioned that you can't? Try to
interfere and the Coven will destroy all this and you,
too."
"Whatever.
I've got time. Give the happy couple my best wishes, will
you?"
"Good-bye
Angel. You've been warned."
"Bye Willow.
Thanks for dropping in. See you in a couple of
years."
And with that,
she was gone.
The billions
of points of light came flooding back across space, across time,
back into the cabin, back into Willow, putting her aura back into
place. She collapsed over onto her side, spent.
Half an hour
later, she finally was able to sit up, then stand. Wearily, she
vacuumed up the circle, then lay down on her bed, falling into a
deep and dreamless sleep.
END CHAPTER
54
CHAPTER 55 – THE LAKE
"Come on,
let's float," Buffy said, grabbing a floating raft she'd brought
down.
William picked
up the other one and followed her into the water. She was already on
hers, when he tried to get on his, and wound up flipping off it.
Coughing, and trying to maintain his dignity, he tried again with
the same results.
Trying not to
laugh aloud, since he seemed to be taking this enterprise rather
seriously, she hopped off of hers. "Here, I'll hold it still for
you," she said, as he, this time, successfully got on and adjusted
to it.
Buffy pulled
him over to her raft as she got on, and using a plastic cord that
was at the ends, tied the rafts together.
"Okay, lets
head over to the rope out there," she said, motioning to the deeper
end, marked by a rope, kept afloat by floating jugs, and other
stuff.
"Um, I can't
swim, you know," William said hesitantly.
"I won't let
you drown, promise," she said.
"Use your
hands to paddle," she said, showing him how.
Once they were
out there, she twisted her foot around the rough rope, so that she
would stay in one place. William did the same. They were facing
towards the rest of the lake. She took his hand, so that his raft
would stay right next to hers.
A speedboat
with a water-skier came racing across the lake, causing rolling
waves to come toward them, bouncing them up and down.
"Ug," William
said.
"What's
wrong?"
"Makes my
stomach feel...queasy."
"Poor William.
Well, it's only every once in a while."
Personally,
she liked the feel, having grown up going to the ocean; this was
nothing in the waves department. This lake didn't even have it's own
waves, just little ripples.
Every time the
boat came by, William groaned, but Buffy enjoyed the sensation, her
mind drifting other things that went up and down, like waterbeds.
Not that she had any experience in one of those, only from laying on
one in a waterbed store.
The next time
the boat came by, he reached out to steady himself by putting his
hand over on her stomach. The feeling of the waves making the raft
undulate, plus his hand on her stomach, somewhat south of her belly
button was now giving her the most sensual-like feeling. She moaned
as his hand pressed down.
"See, I told
you. Making you queasy now, too?"
"No, it's your
hand."
"Oh, I'm
sorry," he said, moving it.
"No," she
said, pulling it back, "good groan, good hand, feels
nice."
"Oh," he said,
bewildered. He had so much to learn about women!
The boat came
back, and again William pressed his hand down on her stomach to
steady his raft. Once again she felt like she was in some sort of
sensual heaven.
He glanced
over at her, watching her chest rise and fall, as she smiled to
herself, with her eyes closed. William forgot about his queasiness,
and now hoped the boat would hurry back.
Dawn came back
from shopping. Willow was still asleep and she didn’t see William
and Buffy. Glancing out at the beach, she saw the chairs they’d
bought sitting empty. Smiling, she put on her bathing suit and went
down to the beach.
"This is
nice," Buffy murmured.
"Yeah, it is,"
William agreed, "I wish, ahhhhh!" he yelled.
"Hey guys,
what’s ya doin?" Dawn said, coming up from underneath them. She’d
pushed up a little on William’s raft, startling
him.
"Hi Dawn, just
waiting for our ship to come in," Buffy said, giggling, "be careful,
okay? William can’t swim."
"Can’t swim?
Sheesh!" Dawn said, grabbing onto Buffy’s raft, instead of his.
"Well, nobody
ever taught me to when I was a boy."
"I’ll teach
you, William," Dawn offered.
"Um…I don’t
know."
"Well, think
about it."
"I will," he
said, glad she didn’t mean right now.
"How was
town?" Buffy asked.
"Small,
doesn’t take long to find everything. Grocery store, gas station,
drug store, a Subway, McDonalds, old-fashioned barbershop. That’s
about it.
Buffy had been
thinking about offering to give William a haircut, this gave her an
idea.
"William,"
Buffy began, "how would you like to go into town this week and get a
haircut at the barbershop?"
"Um…I don’t
know. I…" he mumbled.
"Come on
William, Buffy, I mean Elizabeth and I will take you. Your hair is
pretty long and the sideburns…"
"What about
the sideburns?"
"Well,
they’re…"
"Dawn!"
"Elizabeth,
let Dawn talk. What about them?" he asked.
"It’s just
that they look a little bit…" she thought how to say it without
hurting his feelings. She couldn’t just say that they looked like
they belonged back in the 1880’s or 1960’s, for that matter. "They
make you look older than you are. I think you’d look younger without
them. And hotter."
"Dawn!"
"Hotter?"
William asked.
"Cuter, more
handsome."
He smiled. He
liked Dawn, she was funny.
"What do you
think, Elizabeth? Would I look ‘hotter’ with a haircut and shorter…"
he looked at Dawn, who shook her head back and forth, "no
sideburns?"
"You’re
already hot, William," Buffy said, putting her hand on her stomach
over his, "but a haircut would be nice for you," she said,
diplomatically.
"Alright,
then. I’ll do it. For you, Dawn, and you Elizabeth, and for the sake
of being hotter," he said, grinning.
Dawn giggled
and Buffy let out a sigh of relief that he hadn’t taken the idea the
wrong way and also, that he was willing to go into town.
"When shall we
go?" William asked.
"How about
tomorrow? After breakfast?" Buffy suggested.
"Tomorrow?" he
asked, gulping.
"Okay, how
about the end of the week? Friday?"
"Alright,
Friday, then," he agreed, and closed his eyes against the
sun.
Dawn gave
Buffy a thumbs-up and swam off.
The rest of
the week Buffy slowly worked on just having William be able to be
comfortable with his immediate surroundings, inside and out. She got
him to go to the beach everyday, and take walks around the
campground.
A couple of
evenings later, they all even rented a rowboat and took turns rowing
around the lake, admiring the houses on the other side, imagining
what it would be like to have a house with it's own beach and boat
on this lake.
One evening,
right before dusk, Elizabeth and William rented their own rowboat
and went around the lake.
"Thank you,
Elizabeth," he said, abruptly, as they were resting near some lily
pads and trees.
"For
what?"
"For
everything you've done for me, getting me out of the hospital,
bringing me here...everything."
"You're
welcome," she said, "I...sometimes I can't believe that you're here,
with me...you're welcome," she finished unable to go
on.
"I
wish..."
"What do you
wish, William?"
"I wish we
could stay here. Live here. It's so...I don't know,
peaceful."
"I know. I
like it, too," Buffy said, "but my life, I mean our lives,
our house is back in California. When you see how beautiful
it is there, you'll love it like I do, too."
"I wish I
could. See it, I mean," William said, "tell me about it
again."
And so she
did, she told him of the house, and the rooms, the kitchen, their
bedroom, the fireplace, furnishings, the way it was nestled back in
the forest and away from everyone. Told him of the beauty of the
surrounding area and of the trails, and secret hot springs, of how
it snowed there only for a short time every winter, and of the
snowman they'd built, less the part about the fangs. Told him of how
you could see the desert off in a distance from a lookout point on
the trails. Told him of a special tree, where he'd carved their
initials, but didn't mention what the tree had been used for. She
told him of Clem's place down the road from theirs, that they had
been friends for a long time. Told him about Edna, The Rittenhouse
Restaurant, and her son, Lawrence.
William sat
still, listening to this, transfixed, as they floated near the lily
pads.
"What’s the
name of it?"
"Huh?"
"The name of
the town? All you’ve said is California."
"Oh, sorry,"
she said, she had been so with the keeping it a secret, she didn’t
even realize that she hadn’t even told William yet. "It’s Julian.
It’s about an hour from San Diego and about an hour and a half from
where we used to live in Sunnydale."
"Pretty name.
Sounds familiar, somehow," he said.
She hoped that
William didn’t recall the source of that memory right now. His
brother. She sighed quietly in relief when he
didn’t.
"William?"
"Hmm?"
"I know this
is going to sound strange, but nobody but you, me, and Clem know the
where the house is, and I’d sort of like to keep it that
way."
"What do you
mean? That even your friends don’t know where you live? Willow?
Dawn?" he asked.
"No.
Nobody."
"But why? Why
didn’t you want them to know where you lived?"
"It’s hard to
explain. You had kept it secret and when you…went away, I came up
there to live and I just couldn’t bear to…"
"To what,
Elizabeth?"
"To share
it…your house, our house, with anyone else. It was all I had," she
said in a small voice.
He scooted
forward and lifted her face; her eyes had tears in
them.
"And you
changed your name?"
She
nodded.
"I don’t
understand," he said.
"I know and
I’ll…I’ll explain it to you someday. I promise, but I can’t right
now. Please. Just…please, let this still be only ours, okay? I just
don’t want anyone to know…"
"Of course,
Elizabeth. Whatever you want, you know I’ll do it for
you!"
"I know. Thank
you," she said, her emotions all jumbled up.
They rowed
back in silence to the shore; each lost in their own
thoughts.
END CHAPTER
55
CONT. CH. 56 - 60
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