WARNING: PLEASE NOTE ALL STORIES ARE EITHER RATED R-NC/17, IF YOU'RE UNDERAGE, OR SENSITIVE TO THIS, PLEASE DON'T READ. MOSTLY, I WOULD SAY THAT MY STORIES ARE ROMANTIC & EROTIC, BUT THERE IS SEX IN THEM, AND VIOLENCE, SOMETIMES.

ONE NORMAL DAY Rated: R-NC/17  Post First Date NC/17 Uncomfortable with the questions Spike has posed regarding where Wood fits in, Buffy goes off to patrol. Distracted and tired, she gets bested by a couple of fleglings. Spike rescues her, and talks her into going away overnight, to a cabin he owns in Julian. How he comes to own it, his nearly half century relationship[ to the old woman who runs The Rittenhouse Restaurant, and her family, and how Clem and Spike became friends comes out. Buffy realizes the feelihgs she has for Spike, as they try to make the most out of the weekend, before the inevitable battle with The First.

CHAPTERS:

 1 - 10     11 - 20      21 - 30       31 - 38 

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ONE NORMAL LIFE/TWO EXTRAORDINARY LIVES

Rated: R-NC/17 Post-Chosen. Five years after closing the Hellmouth, and saving the world, Spike Shanshu's - only he comes back as a human -William - with no memories past 1880. The amulet, dug up in the rubble of Sunnydale by a  team of archeologists, winds up eventually in a warehouse in the basement of The Field Museum of Chicago, which is where William, naked, scared, and with no memories, starts his journey to becoming the man he was meant to be. After finding out Spike is alive, Buffy first has to break him out of the psych ward of The University of Chicago Hospitals, where Wolfram & Hart, run by a power-corrupted, and vengeful Angel, has his own plans for him. A year later, William, now happily living back in Julian, CA with Buffy, has accepted that he's only suffered a strange sort of memory loss. Although intending to originally, Buffy is now afraid to tell him about William about his past, fearing it would destroy him. For his part, he's also happy to be living in the land of DeNile, not insisting on having questions answered when they come up, and making his own excuses for things that he remembers, or things that can't possibly be so. They're happy and content; she's got her 'normal' life with a man who she loves, who she never thought she would see again, and who loves and cherishes her above everything. William has become a man for the first time in his life, and is relishing the life he now is leading.

Of course, that all dramatically, and tragically changes when Angel, with the help of Ethan Rayne set out to interrupt the protection spells set up by Willow and the Coven around William and Buffy, is set into motion, with Drusilla sent to take care of William once and for all.

The aftermath of her brutal attack on William, Buffy, and Clem, tears William and Buffy's life apart, and herein lies the gist of the story, which is this: What does a good man do, when he finds out that for over 100 years, he was a killer? If Spike was capable of doing good, even as a vampire, then did he have free will all along? And if so, doesn't William rightly share in the guilt over what he did as a vampire? Is there inherent goodness or evil? Does he have it in him to become his own man, not for Buffy's sake, but for his own?

CHAPTERS:

1 - 5    6 - 10   11 - 15   16 - 20   21 - 25  26 - 30   31 - 35   36 - 40   41 - 45  

46 - 50   51 - 55   56 - 60   61 - 65   66 - 70   71 - 75   76 - 80   81 - 85   86 - 90

91 - 95   96 - 100   101 - 105    106 - 110   111 - 115   116 - 120   121 - 125

126 - 130   131 - 135   136 - 139   140   141 - 145   146 - 150   151 - 155

156 - 160   161 - 165   166 - 170  171 - 175  176 - 180  181 - 185   186 - 190 

191 - 195   196 - 200  200 - 205  206 - 210  211- 215

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STORIES NO LONGER AVAILABLE

SAVING SPIKE  Rated: PG/13 Post Never Leave Me. Short story about how Buffy saves Spike from the First. Written back in 2002 or so, I've removed it from current reading list, if or until, I can fix it so that it doesn't look like the first-attempt writing effort that it is. *g*

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THE TRUTH BUFFY TOLD ME    Rated: R Post Lies My Parents Told Me.  Short story about what happened when Buffy closes the door in Giles' face, after he has tried to have Spike killed. Little, almost PWP ficlet. Written back in 2002 or so, I've removed it from current reading list, if or until, I can fix it so that it doesn't look like the first-attempt writing effort that it is. *g*

SEEING YOU  Rated: R Written back in 2002 or so, I've removed it from current reading list, if or until, I can fix it so that it doesn't look like the first-attempt writing effort that it is. *g*

8-15-04

I hope there aren't any of you out there that were actually reading this old story of mine at this point.

It was the first one I ever wrote, and being as such, as time has passed, I've found it almost embarrassing to think of some of the mistakes I made with it.

About 100x too much poetry and music lyrics included, first and foremost.

Still, being that it was my 'baby' that got me started, I let it remain.

However, it's served it's purpose, and now I think is the right time to pull it off of here, and hopefully someday go back and edit it, and make it a lot better.

Thanks for understanding.

spikealicious

P.S. If someone was already reading, and would like to finish the remainder of the story, go to the home page, click on LINKS, then click on SEEING YOU on FF.NET

For now, I'll leave that up.

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